I am shock!

SHOCK!!!!!!PANICATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!CONFUSION!!!!!!!!!!PAIN IN the heart

EDITING PHOTOS IS CORRECT

After much thinking aboult the past when Flim is the norm for thaking photos and editing devolopeing the photos in the DARK ROOM to "wash"(DEVELOP) the pictureS,using Editing sofeware is the correct way to go.The is like the finial touch .I end up aways making a fool of myself.

I am running two anti viruse on one computer.

I am now at home installing some programs that came with my new computer.I install AVG when I first upgraded my PC and decided to purchase some add on thinking that SGD80 pulse is cheap than having to have problems...in the future.After some weeks later I found out that there is a Free trail Norton protection.So to cut things short...guys I am now using two programs together.I hope it will not crash the OS...but things are going fine so far.

The Need For Mother`s Love

This Picture was taken years ago.It look GOOD but I cheated by editing it with Photoshop CS!CLICK ON THE PICTURE

Don`t be sad...

20k is enough for you guys to fix things up I hope.

Nice view but wrong settings

My last bar of battery left
I saw it and wow I have to capture this view...the down side?I have no more battery left in my camera so I did not have time to set the shutter,ISO Speed, aperture settings Ect...I was using bulb mode I think.

Daniel talking to doggie

I just wanted to say I keep thinking about last night when I woke up briefly in the middle of the night I saw Daniel holding a bowl of rice with kai lan and minced pork and looking at Ruby our dog, Ruby was looking at Daniel and Daniel said to Ruby " I cannot give you this because mommy cook this for me to eat"...I went back to sleep but when I woke up i kept thinking of this because I thought it was SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taking photos near my neighborhood

Pictures taken without leaving my flat.

I decided to try to take good pictures in my Block without having to leave.

This picture was taken for my blog`s banner sometime way back .
I went up the 12 story to capture it.

This is a plant I saw outside my flat.

And not forgetting my Cell phone!

Why must things sways go wrong

Last night I top up my sim card for my Ipad2 .It is intented to last 6 months , but I was shock that the value of the sim card drop to O% in a few hours(I was only using Google to search about four times).OMG a person that hate me did this?Anyway I had to spent fifty dollars inclusive of transport to top up for a one week unlimited plan that cost me SGD$20.I had to take a cab as the bus service is not in operation after 00:00hrs
Total lost:SGD$40.80cents.
AFTER NOTE:The Next One Will Be My New Computer.......:0( anyway I will miss the Ipad2 as they investigate.

Infrared Web Cam

Infrared Web Cam

Picture with infrared off.

This pictures was taken with a IR cam by A4TECH

I am going to Jail

I wish they can understand me and not deprive me from freedom

I am going to jail in a few Days time.
I really do not know what to say...only depression.I had a acquittance that told me 95 percent are ah beng...I just can`t fit in there God please help me.I meant no harm , my intentions were good , but it turns up ugly.But I will tell myself to behave and not get into any trouble.

2nd year anniversary

Day before yesterday 8th Feb was me and dear dear's 2nd wedding anniversary.

Against all odds we are still together and loving each other.

We shared a mocha at coffee bean amd a footlong divide by 2 6 inch each of submarine sandwich meatball and egg topping. That was how we past by our 2nd wedding anniversary. I don't need romantic dinner with flowers and music, I just happy to be with dear dear and especially dear dear is ok happy and healthy i am happy.

Happy 2nd anneversary my dear dear. Look forward to a third one next year..

dear dear

I am sorry dear dear

Dear Daniel, From Hello Kitty
I was angry with you because you didn';t tell me where you were and I was worried sick till you came home that night. Then I sat down at the coffee shop and asked you to come and told you not to walk away but you couldn't care less and left me alone. I was mad and decided to smack your face.

When I went up to the house and saw you coming down, I should have stopped but I already decided to do it. Sorry I hope your nose is not broken.

I will never do it again. Maybe next time I whack your back side ...hee hee. You have been telling everybody about it. I hope you will forgive me. I won't do it again to your precious nose.

Love you as always. I am at work now and you ask me to post. I never slime your dad. Give me a break. He is a nice kind person.

You are nice only when you don't have bpd. ALl that you wrote below are all done when you are bpd.

Wish you are normal all the time. Love you forever....

dear dear

The New Year And A New Beginning.

I hope this year will be a good one .Wish me luck.

WHAT YOU CAN DO WHEN YOU HAD A CHEAP HAIR CUT

Tramadol

It Kills the psychical pain and the internal.

I am at a lost wether to Jailbreak my IPad or not

I was offered to have my Ipad2 to be Jailbreak(Modifying to Download software in Ipad all for FREE).I sad Thanks but no as it will void the warranty for my Tablet. Anyway That's all forks.

My Computer Is Down

I am too tired today to make Dear Dear Happy.My Computer is down but .Ipad is my work horse, so there is nothing really being troubled.I am blogging with an IPad and it works fine with me.

The Scenario

Me masking my sadness

Do you think I look Happy?

This is me masking my sadness sadness i am having reminiscing the past when I was a kid running to my mother's arms for comfort. In this 2 years I have to go to prison twice I think that God must be crazy. Or maybe me. Anyway I am trying to distract the suicidal thoughts I am having.

Ipad vs Pc

Ipad at work.

I Love the Ipad2 , but the office has a Intel Computer.Anyway I will be using both today.

I ffractured my nose

It hurts Mentally and emotionally.

I was beaten by my one and only love one.

She promise she will not hit me again...but?

Ipad 2 Vs Computer

Mine Computer or Ipad2?

I have both computers Intel and Ipad and I feel that my choice of usage is IPad . It is much better, lighter and portable. In the beginning I used to use my laptop with an Ipad but as time goes by, I realise that an Ipad is all I need to get my jobs done be it composing music, blogging, designing a website all can be done using just an Ipad2.

To be frank with you, I will not say that Intel or AMD computers are obsolete. I do use them also to final touch the things that I have done with my Ipad. I know of people using just an Ipad alone to compose music or give presentations via a computer. So cheers guys.......Ipad RULES!

Anyway it is late right now, so sleep well sleep thigh and don't let the bed bugs bite.Hugs:Daniel

You are the sunshine of my life

Dear Daniel,
I am your wife, your buddy, your best friend, your companion and your love. No matter where you are, I may not be with you but my thoughts and mind is with you. I will take care of you forever and in heaven we shall meet.

My greatest gift to you is to bring you together with me to heaven when we die. Whether I die first or you, always know that I will be with you all the way through to eternity. On earth, you have nothing to worry about for I will take care of everything, help you in any way I can because I am your loving wife.

Do not worry about anything, In all things bring it up to God and He will take care of you. I take care of your food, your well-being, your job, your life, your money and your happiness. All I ask for is for you to be happy all the time. Do not worry about prison, just spend your time thinking of me and God and your family and Ruby. We all love you. You are the luckiest guy on earth. Be happy always and I love you forever no matter what and I will take care of everything for you. Just leave it to me.

Dear dear

ROCHE THE FOUNDER Of VALIUM

This year's F1 race will be in Australia

I am just waiting patiently for the countdown at the top of my bog where the F1 race will be launching as I repeat in Australia this year :).As for Ipad users like me I am sorry that you guys cannot see the countdown meter because I am too lazy to program my own scripts. Anyway this can be seen when you access my blog through an Intel or AMD computer with windows explorer ect...

I am not sure whether the IMac supports this but what I know is that my friends who own iMac have changed their operating system to example Windows 7. Anyway it is about 50 days plus minus and I wish I could be there to see the race. Anyway cheers guys if you guys have the opportunity to be there. By the way you may want to bring your ear plug for your wife or girlfriend because it is extremely loud having gone through the night race in Singapore.

Food and more food :(

I was in a net cafe and ....you know what I found!My choice of non fating food.

I look Like a Freak!

I am looking like a freak now.But who cares...hair will grow yea!

I have no Face to See The World

One of the Best WHISKY I had ever drink.

It is a new year and a good beginning.I will not go into the price, but all I can say is it is not that cheap.Please click on the picture to have a full view.

Photo Shots in CHINA TOWN Singapore

Its me again the super hiao guy(my wife says).But at least I use dish washing liquid to wash my face and have SGD$2 Hair cut.

My loving Wife.

It is chinese New Year!!!

This is Alvin I meet in good old cafe.He is really a nice guy OK.

Taking pictures with a web cam in the dark.
This Photo was taken with a web cam in Low Lighting Condition.Tweaking this cam may help (adding a few infrared light illuminating Didoes ,but I think it is a comos(I don`t really know about this chip) or CCD(charge coupled device)chip and modifying it is not easy).AS for mine I will not take the change of spoiling it and leave it alone.The web cam that was in is picture is a high end web cam.It has even a 10x digital zoom.(you can`t have the best of two worlds yea.)

Do I look a Girl?

Some say I do?

Does all the Medication act the same?

APOTEX Generic Valium 10mg.
I've been taking medications for quite some time for my borderline personality disorder (to condense it it is always the feeling of emptiness and the fear of being abandoned). Anyway, I have a lot of thoughts about the different kinds of medications be it psychotropic or for other legitimate use I found out that there is no standard so-called "ISO" quality control for the medication. Take for example valium the generic name diazepam comes in different brands and sizes. Even a kid will know that binders such as corn starch etc... lol. I just don't want to go into the "details" has different time onset (onset means time for the chemical to be absorbed into the stomach lining and the drug to take effect).I have seen valium that is extremely small and valium the size of a cookie. Think of it it is just like taking butter and if you are alcoholic going to have a nice smooth draft beer.
Anyway I suspect that quality control on psychotropic medicine is very important because it induces the brain chemistry. As I know valium generic name diazepam is not the only medication that has this problem. I am sleepy now so cheers guys and a Happy Chinese New Year.

SAD

I am Very very depress the Time is 4:34AM and I have not slept for two days.I have no TLC from my mom and She can Even Side a Outsider.I need to be strong,and if not for my wife,I would been very sad.My mum hit her own mother.My loving grandma that took care of me when I was young...

2 Dollars Hair Cut

Cheapest Hair cut I have.

Ha... I cut my hair For 2 Dollars! :o)

My New Mum

I have been angry and disappointed with my mum for many years. I finally found a new godmother for myself. Please do not ask where I found it but she has a heart of gold which no mother have. I do not wish to carry grudges but think of it I was sexually abused as a kid and my real mom defended the guy. This is the thing that I could not accept and the feeling of aching pain through my heart telling myself that my real mother couldn't even defend her own real son. Anyway cheers guys it is a new year. Happy new year guys.Love Daniel.

Me Just another side of me

Like an Idiot

I was having a formal meeting with my Wife so Have no choice but to ware formally .

The New Year And A New Beginning!

He is really a nice guy.I really miss the coffee kinda talks with me.Just joking lar.He keeps asking me to play Jazz,because I did a good performance long ago.

This is Richard.

A picture of me taken my my wife.

My LINKSYS Broadband Router not working.

I need a transformer

I am tired so I shall make this post short .My trusty wifi router is not working at the moment.As you can see the Power Plug is damage.Don`t ask...it is just another stupid act I did.(why can`t they come with a three point adaptor.)

Me just Me.

This picture was taken when I was in a depress state.I am Even Much Much more Depress Now.Even food seems tasteless.

I have an Ego Problem

I have a low ego I am like a Kid aways wanting love form my Mom,but...NeverMind.BTY I am Not a Hacker, only a

actor,acting like a pro but only know the basic.Shame on me......... 'o(

Will I need a anti viruse and firewall for Ipad

I am so paranoid that people will hack into my ipad2 and decided to purchase a Firewall and an antivirus program for my the ipad2.After much asking and running low with funds I decided not to.My wife says I am Just paranoid and save the money . :0(

Maybe I am .

I am still Using a Computer

I am still using a computer to be frank with you guys.I am still learing the art of using a Ipad2...

Me with Astro Boy

The Love with IPAD2

When you have nothing to blog!Anyway if you ask me about the option to chose the Ipad2 and A Laptop or net book, I will choose the Ipad .It is just not the Apple trend.I was sceptical on having a Ipad at first,But after much using, I found out that the usage is unlimited.Even Blogging is fun when you have nothing to do,do it on a Ipad!(Html and or With java applets is a advantage).Designing my blog with CSS is simple.(AS you can see if you scroll down all the way to the end of my page,You can see a Google search engine done with the Ipad2.

Blogging with a Cell Phone Pictures

I am Sure after reading the website (the link before this post)Dursturbing.But so far no one was charge in Court for this Stupid Offence.They just ask them to remove it.

Daly Usage of my Camera

CLASSIFIED

Is Using Other Photos on the Internet to blog and build a website with out permission of the photographer illegal?
http://blog.2createawebsite.com/2010/08/16/are-you-using-images-on-your-website-illegally/

Photograghy

Photography

I aways use a view finder to take shots of pictures.

But I look really ugly with one eye close...