My wife got for me an unique ashtray

My wife got for me a unique gift. It is actually an ashtray Called the butt bucket.

My Wife

I have been married for about 7 years. But it is a bit frusting sometimes.

will my PC become a zombie.

Here comes Hong Fong with an A.M.D winchester not for gaming but for basic use. I had this OS Reg problem for a few months. I am just deeply depress over my finger that was fractured it is gone.................

When one has nothing to blog

I am feeling unsure......

My back up powerbank

As one knows an android is an electronic device so this is my backup battery. It serves me well.   

I am in need of a job

I was not working for a long time already and am in very low self-esteemed state. I was comfortable in the music industry when I was young before my N.S days. But to put things short, my mum is a Tiger mum and even followed me to where I went in the school holidays saying I am go to take drugs. My closest friend was astonished when he saw that my mother followed me without my notice . I was so vacated that my mum was having the impression that I was a substance abuser...but we were just going to the library. I was working and I need my own privacy to chill out after work. I had no friends so I decided to kill myself by taking a overdose of chemicals . I dose a whole bottle of cough med one day and waited to my" D" day. Instead of feeling pain, I felt a feeling of euphoria and did not pass on.
My mum wants me to me a Doctor. I am not smart and know my limits. So if anyone will to read this DO NOT take cough med.  I am hook for live and a poly substance abuser.

AFTER NOTE: This does not imply to all people as addiction runs in the "family". Not all will be addicted. I have BPD and I feel very passionate over small things.

Tech

I do not like the idea of using an android as a computer. But technology has evolve . Till a little cell phone can replace a computer? and it can do what a PC does. I got to accept the fact.

Suckling pig

I got this for my dinner. It is kinda of expensive but it "explodes" in the mouth.

Humility is Not easy.

Being humble is something Very hard to congest. But do not take kindness for weakness. This world is all aboult fame......... "That is all I have to Say" dictation taken from the movie Forest Gump

Mistic.....should I attack

Hi guys I am not dead yet. Some of you may be angry with me that I am still alive ...just  joking...To be frank with you, life for me have been pretty tough this few years. Take for an example a casing that I bought that I bought that is made in Sweden was paranormally damaged by itself . I did not use the computer as it is a precious computer to me and I covered in black plastic bag to prevent dust.


I can give you an example of a paranormal incident that happen to me related to my computer like the covers of the computer is out of place and the stand of the computer broke off. The casing that is from Sweden was a brand new casing and was not touched I am very particular over this computer because I plan to use it for my music arrangement. A lot of things that happen to me that made me so called angry. But I have to behave and make sure my persona is fit enough as not to diminish my parent's reputation.


As you guys may not know I do not read the newspaper but when I saw Amos Yee also coming out of the Institute of Mental Health I was extremely shocked and distressed over his outlook. IMH is a place where nurses and doctors care for patients. I do not blame anyone. As you know he is just a young teenager and human makes mistakes. Anyway I am using a slow computer now. A AMD as good as a Pentium 4.6 GHz and my precious computer is not in good condition anymore. It is very disturbing but what can I do. But someone I saw told me this. In every obstacle I meet I will learn something. As for the paranormal incidents I shall not dwell on them as it is pointless.


All I can say is you guys have happy days ahead of you. And may God bless you richly.

My mum's recipe for for sleep

My mum has given me some aid for my anxiety. I am depress lately because by some unplanned incident .

I wish I was young again.

My wife cooking for me

My Dear Dear cooks for me every day and also the house work.