Thursday, December 18, 2014

FREE WIFI

I have decided to using public WiFi for net surfing. It is some what not fast but comes to a snail speed at times. Singapore should increase the places for WiFi as the big difference to other FORTH world country where WiFi is everywhere.

Friday, December 12, 2014

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Codeine is an antidrepression???!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Codeine But I am Willing to STORM OUT OF IT! Codeine or 3-methylmorphine (a naturally occurring methylated morphine) is an opiate used for its analgesic, antitussive, antidiarrheal, antihypertensive, anxiolytic, antidepressant, sedative and hypnotic properties. It is also used to suppress premature labor contractions, myocardial infarction, and has many other potential and indicated uses. It is often sold as a salt in the form of either codeine sulfate or codeine phosphate in the United States and Canada; codeine hydrochloride is more common worldwide and the citrate, hydroiodide, hydrobromide, tartrate, and other salts are also seen.

Day 5

I have loss hope on taking Codeine. Why must a 3th party come between us.

A addict teaching another

I am now under my mind not to think about Codeine if a guy name Victor lee can give up Heroin and alco without rehab (wich I did for codeine), I can do the same. I am clean but the stress is coming from my wife and an ex addict Victor Lee. I am affraid He may spoil the marriage with my other half.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Day 3 of mental withdrawal

I am now in REHAB in hospital. I have the mind set to go to score Codeine. I am Thinking 10% of taking it. I am clean but I think that doing the normal usual way, is to join the other addicts to go to N.A meetings after the psychical withdrawal is the normal way to go. I can`t understand why Victor is against my readership with my wife.

To get treament you got to be in the lowers class

My wife friend, Victor Lee says after detox you have to stay in hospital in the lowers lowers environment and (class). I have already ask the hospital to let me stay in a lower class, but he says must be even be in the lowers class that will be in C "Class".I am so sress up over him as he is making my life hard.I aready slash myself because of him. The next thing he will call my agent to make things hard for me.

Is this the end of me.

There are so much stress on me. I even slash my wrist. You can put the blame on me.

Monday, December 1, 2014

I am going for rehab

I am going to withdraw from codeine. So as to get back to a normal working life.