Wednesday, October 22, 2014

I am not able to Sleep..........ZZzzzzz

I am unable to sleep after taking 4 tablets of C.N.S stimulating kinda uppers I she'll not mention in a capsule form. Sharks I am still awake after a two day night "run" of A.T.S

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

The time when the playground is used

I was up the hole night when I was kinda sad and depress.I took 90ml of D.X.M MIXTURDONX@m1net.com.sgE to get me rolling.  It was a bad bad trip I had. I never will forget about this D.X.M bad trip I had.So long guys cheers........

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Being happy is not easy

I am felling sad today but I had to mask myself

My depression is getting better

Yes I am less depress now

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

I am still alive.

what if all your friends pass on and you are left you alone.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

The time I was alone.

I still remember the time I was locked out from my parents house , I was very extremely depress.I was ban from going home and they will not answer my telephone calls. I was working and had enough to rent a very small house. To condise it I was having a transtant psychotic state .
And went and "damage " a button outside the police station after having watched the movie Matrix. I was in my own word then....and landed myself in a state where I was so called "zonk out by the Hippocratical movie (MATRIX )  I than had to go to  prison because of not allowed the "training" I had to go to if am in favour of being neture . I choosed the wrong move and ended up mutilating my body and hands.

Friday, October 3, 2014

My mind is being "MAP ! "

I have been feeling really stress because I feel that my mind is being watch. I am a peaceable person that does not reside in the roman era Moreover, I am a learned person and DO NOT reside in the barbeari era like 150BC.......Or what so ever!!!


I am so bored.

I have been out of job for a "preety " long time.  I know I have to be man of the house and be calm and collected when things pops up unexpectedly.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Tramadol

I am on tramadol for my codeine addiction. IT does not give me a high for numbs the psychological pain .

My wife is in ICU

My other half is NOW in hospital. She had a drug overdose and she is in the intesive care unit (I.C.U ). I am really worried about her. My God bless her.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

I am worried aboult my wife

My wife has been out of job for a period of about a month. I AM MAKING sure is OK and will not have a mental breakdown