I need help I loss the ability to play the Election and thw piano

Living in this earth is not easy. I feel like ending it all

I am lossing my piano skills.

I need HELP!!! A.I.A

Diarrhea

I have not been having Diarrhea for the last few days. yea...

I am an advid bloger.

Blogging brings me the ability to show things in my life and the things that I cannot explained.

IT SAYS IT ALL

This is my church friend. He is really a nice guy.

My love of my life.

I will aways love you for ever may it rain or shine, the love I have for you will never diminish. May we me husband and wife be together forever.

I am getting better day my day.

It was a nightmare for me have to go to the Gents 4 to 7 time a day to move my bowels. I hope it is over.

My wife use me and my Dad as a money tree.

when she has money she keeps for herself, when she is dry she will demand hundredths OF DOLLARS

My love of my life.

Please forgive the things that I have done the sin that I made I hope God will forgive me.

Say NO to Drugs.

I am having a problem with acute movement of Bowel even when I am clean.

I am looking ugler

No more fights. I told myself...

Me and my laptop

I used to love desktop a lot even having lan li casing and pro cooling fans. They are my love of my life. But when I move to my smaller apartment I have no choice but use a laptop. It still serve me well.

I got to live on.

I am at my wits end... I hope typing out my problems can resolve my agony

I admit I was in a metal hospital. Because? I keep having diarrhea. I know I am under a Hex. My Wife have a stroke too. ARE DOCTORS TRAIN TO MISHANDLE ILL patience NOW AND HAVE THE NURSES GOT RIGHT TO USE FORCE .

AFTER-NOTE: to be con`t

I was in this hotel yesterday..

I took ten winks here

This is what I need maybe? Or maybe Not???

One can get it in the streets.. hope so

The end of times.

ryuichi sakamoto - rain(live)

OBjection Overule Living the End

Thanks for the back up. Cheers from DON. 

Sad

I am now in a bad mood. What did I do?

I was hospitalized in hospital too. But why do day make things hard for my wife and me??

I can`t visit her ward !!!!??????????

The guards there extremely rude, toning me to fight.. And punching me in the eye. 

In the past mine is still O.K... And It is not an institution got it?

I am chilling out in the Net Cafe.

Wa La.......

Sad

I wish we can turn back time... She had a stroke :( BTY beauty is the eye of the beholder.

Money...does it bring happiness

©Daniel Lim©

Gabapentine

I have been given this med for sometime already. It works wonders :-)

I am Depress

I miss kim a lot and the hospitals do not like me. Why? I miss my wife.

QUEtiapine 100mg Tab

I manage to obtain this pill for sleep. Wa lar

I am with my better half now.

I am in my wits end. Things don't turn out well is was plan

I wish I will not be frame.

I hate glue... I only take it if I am on my wits end in the past. My wife had 3 strokes,

I know my life is ending

I am having sucidal thoughts

I called the police for help. Telling them I have the thoughts of killing myself trying to explain my problems. But sad to say they hang up :-(

I am fix!

I am being fix.....There are thoughts of ending all. I will than continue about the facts... What more do they want from me? My wife had a stroke. I am not a priest so I cannot foretell the future. I was not allowed to see my wife even visiting hours. There is a bond between us. I was so stress and no St.John`s Wort a OTC relaxer for stress in TTSH. I wonder why is there contact GLUE there in large amount. The management told me to end my life. WHAT!!!!!! This is making me distresses, but remain calm. I took 2 puffs and less than 1 min I was caught. I think people Can see through walls? My parents was asking me why I stop paying the piano. To be frank really do not know why I ask a lady that my piano skills is very much degraded. The answer she said was "GOOD VERY GOOD" making me feeling like a 'pain to the society. I think it is the last days....I love my wife alot and the management told the guards to chash me out. But why is there so many contect sement in the hospital     

I am home with My better half

I was fix to go to a metal hospital even thought I was not insane. It was plan. Anyway the Bible says love your neighbor as oneself.  

Till I collapse

Beer

I am able to consume food now. I know pills are bad but I have to sleep also. Lieing to myself is not the way, but it is a fact. Benzodiazepines be it long acting or short is not a solution in the long run as it may change the chem in the brain. But when taken in moderation, it is helpful in time of crises. Be it a HEX or a Curse medication does a big "deal". All I wish that I will not give any excuses.

There is alot of changes near where I grew up

I grew up near Geylang. Looking at the place now, is a bit like evolution.

I am in the netcafe chilling out!

My wife is not doing well.

I wish she can stop smoking. As for me I am depress...isn't it normal?

Office 2010: The Movie. It is something like this

As for me it is something like this for years!!! As it prolong it makes me the source of the "Pain" or trouble to others. How can I have my life back? I need help

I am getting a refill for the E Cigarettes

Electronic cigarettes are ban in Singapore. Maybe it is cause by the revenue the government makes. 

I saw kim today

Kim is a very nice person. She is my wife for over ten years but why must she make things difficult for me? The lady.... and behind her I have controlled my anger till my body is damage a wee bit ... I will not go into the details because it is kind of politics. I may have to have a heart to heart talk to my parents but I hope it is not too late.   

Codeine syrup, belated post from my old Blog.

It comes in a bottle of mixture meant for dry cough . I bought it from a place I shall not name for abuse prevention. It contains it contains a combination of Codeine Phosphate , Promethazine and ephedrine . Codeine as one know is a syntactic Opiate base chemical. When Codeine is consume the brain will than metabolise part of it into Morphine. When C.N.S Stimulants are taken or mix with Codeine like Ephedrine (A base of Amphetamine) It Stimulates the (C.N.S ) Central nerves system or Brain to work harder to metabolise more of the Codeine that were consume into Morphine! That will in turn take a toll to the brain causing brain damage. Anyway I myself is struggling with this cocktail thing. In the long run when this is taken,one May have psychotic symptoms like hearing voices , paranoia etc…
AFTER NOTE: I do not want to show the picture for harm reduction. I am not a Doctor and my explanation maybe wrong. 

In the computer world there are lots of good ones.

WOW!

I am now in the netcafe

I decided to drop by Geylang to use the internet. There are games and that also chill me out.

I am now in the library updating my blog.

Being in the library is a comfort for me as there is a lot of books to choose to digest. As for me, reading is very comforting for me. I gain knowledge and update on subjects like Information technology etc...

Sleep Deprived?

I could not really sleep last night and the night before. But I am well rested because I have been recovering from a bad diarrhea (episode) eating only a little and sleeping a lot. As for me I need to be strong,or it will make my wife sad. We have been together for a long time and nothing can break us apart.

I am spending time with my wife

She is at the rehabilitation place which photography is not allowed. All in all she is improving! :-)

What chosen one!

I am not! As I have an inside of my own self. I really don`t know what other reasons they are going to give to make me Sick or die. Anyway, it is extremely hard to break the "code" on what is going on. All in all I want to be substance free.
AFTER NOTE: She will take away anything my wife is happy with and change the Perspective on what people think. Indeed very "smart".

Why is there people trying to kill me?

All in all, it is just my "magical thinking" or neurosis Even my wife and my family think I am crazy. I have a false thinking that people is putting a spell on me. 
After Note: I DON`T OFFEND NO ONE. SILLY ME...........

I miss Eugenia my sister.