Beer
I am able to consume food now. I know pills are bad but I have to sleep also. Lieing to myself is not the way, but it is a fact. Benzodiazepines be it long acting or short is not a solution in the long run as it may change the chem in the brain. But when taken in moderation, it is helpful in time of crises. Be it a HEX or a Curse medication does a big "deal". All I wish that I will not give any excuses.