I was using the computer when I notice a person behind me sleeping !I find that this net cafe is A warm place to 'chill out' .I was sleeping in the netcafe also
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
KO
It`s sleepy and tired after Playing
I was using the computer when I notice a person behind me sleeping !I find that this net cafe is A warm place to 'chill out' .I was sleeping in the netcafe also
I was using the computer when I notice a person behind me sleeping !I find that this net cafe is A warm place to 'chill out' .I was sleeping in the netcafe also
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Codenie Slurp
SGD$7.50 for 100ml of Codeine!
I aways ending myself obtaining this brand of codeine mixture when I need Dhasedyl.The difference of the two is Actifed Mixture contains different kinds of antihistamine.Actifed COMPOUND has Triprolidine with Codeine.Dhasedyl contains [prometazine] With Codeine.The C.N.S (central nervous stimulant)Is also different. The Red ones comes with Psudoephedrine and Dhasedyl has plain Ephedrine. Anyway You aways can`t get what one wants.(beggars can`t be chooses):( Anyway...Live is like a box of chocolates.© From movie forrest gump.(Movie release July Six 1914).
I aways ending myself obtaining this brand of codeine mixture when I need Dhasedyl.The difference of the two is Actifed Mixture contains different kinds of antihistamine.Actifed COMPOUND has Triprolidine with Codeine.Dhasedyl contains [prometazine] With Codeine.The C.N.S (central nervous stimulant)Is also different. The Red ones comes with Psudoephedrine and Dhasedyl has plain Ephedrine. Anyway You aways can`t get what one wants.(beggars can`t be chooses):( Anyway...Live is like a box of chocolates.© From movie forrest gump.(Movie release July Six 1914).
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Generic Valium
All at one go?
I had a habit of taking Luge amounts of Diazepam at one Go.I know the LD50 of diazepam so it should not kill me.BTW I am not that unlucky to be with the other 50 percent.Anyway I really hope my Doctor is a good one.but after some accident that had happen months and months ago,he said he do not really know my problems was and decided to get another Doctor to see me.My doctor knows me for years and know I have the habit of overdosing myself cutting my arms ETC.ETC...
Anyway Diazepam helps me alot with flashbacks I had, when I was a Child.(Don`t ASK Please).
ANYWAY HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :0)
I had a habit of taking Luge amounts of Diazepam at one Go.I know the LD50 of diazepam so it should not kill me.BTW I am not that unlucky to be with the other 50 percent.Anyway I really hope my Doctor is a good one.but after some accident that had happen months and months ago,he said he do not really know my problems was and decided to get another Doctor to see me.My doctor knows me for years and know I have the habit of overdosing myself cutting my arms ETC.ETC...
Anyway Diazepam helps me alot with flashbacks I had, when I was a Child.(Don`t ASK Please).
ANYWAY HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :0)
Friday, November 25, 2011
Night Vision
Working Late and hard at Nights
For my energy??I Have to take drinks with highly concentrated sugar contain to give myself energy Pulse Uppers with I shall not mention(ERR OK...Phentermine) ,No Hunger Man...OWN!
Vision was good with this Web cam and N.VTM
For my energy??I Have to take drinks with highly concentrated sugar contain to give myself energy Pulse Uppers with I shall not mention(ERR OK...Phentermine) ,No Hunger Man...OWN!
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
IS THERE A HIDDEN MASSAGE FOR ME?
http://youtu.be/Rv9hfuocvEI
As a matter of fact, there's no turning back Though I can't deny, I still want you back No confidence, just hide and seek Your weapon's blood, it's security What about promises, and what about the days I'm missing? What about, what about, what about us? What about the time of our lives? What about the things that you had? What about, what about, what about us? I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you.\
After this URL I received form an E-Mail I was Very Very Worried,and CONFUSED.?? I am PES E in the army and what I know is there is no reservice for PES E.I am NOT a DRUG DEALER AND I ALSO DON`T TAKE DRUGS!
As a matter of fact, there's no turning back Though I can't deny, I still want you back No confidence, just hide and seek Your weapon's blood, it's security What about promises, and what about the days I'm missing? What about, what about, what about us? What about the time of our lives? What about the things that you had? What about, what about, what about us? I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you.\
After this URL I received form an E-Mail I was Very Very Worried,and CONFUSED.?? I am PES E in the army and what I know is there is no reservice for PES E.I am NOT a DRUG DEALER AND I ALSO DON`T TAKE DRUGS!
Monday, November 21, 2011
Is the police out to get me?
Am I really an outcast from the society.
Today I was in china town taking photos when I had bad experiences with two Sales Man (or Boss?)I was caught in the rain and was just beside a camera shop.I went in and the sales person,or the boss was very cold towards me. I told him I have a Nikon Fm2 and he said he has it too .I than ask polity to take a look at the condition and the replied that I have to go his house to see it .I saw a film SLR camera and was keen in purchasing it that camera was a second hand camera.Seeing that the owner or the sales personnel of the shop was so rude I left and decided to cross over the street and check out the other one.
Scenario
I went into the shop.Subject A(sales person? owner?)came and I ask him about a Nikon SLR with the model I shall not name.And wanted to have a look at it.He said no unless I show him the money.
I was so freaking offended.I was so frustrated and I told him to give me a sec so as to make a call to have Clarence to Purchase the SLR Camera with a card because the Model of the SLR camera and lens was SGD$1200.(The price of the camera was so cheap!!For the model and lens itself
He than said he will be going for lunch soon and have no time to sell it to me. I was frustrated I said it only take a second and he was very hostile towards me.I was angry and ask him if he was a S.S member.He said no. I then wanted to call the resource police for assistance and he said Quote:Go a headed {Unquote }He took out his cell phone too.
I proceeded and ask a Indian nation that look very much like the boss sitting out side of the shop regarding why was this happening and he did not reply.The sales personal then shouted across the road estimating Five meters(5 Meters )away that I was crazy to the other hostile man I en counted.
This accident cross my mind about 3 to 5 years ago when I stole a camera under the heavy influence of Colanazepam I was under.I woke up aboult two days later and realised I had a second Camera.I meditated trying to recall what happen and "flash backs" showed I had stolen it at a shop called Song Brothers.I immediately proceeded to the shopping complex asking where is the shop called "song brothers".
In less than 15secs I was surrounded my a few "police like"man with one wearing a song brother T-shirt and they took me to the shop, About 100 to 150 meters away on the next level.
At the shop waiting for the police the man were not to be seen.only one who has a song brothers t-shart.
The next day on bail,I went to the shop again and did not see the guy having the "Song brothers" T-shirt.I ask the sales personals and they politely said he was no more working for that shop Name "song brothers" and said he maybe at the other branches.I only knew I was "setup" recalling that he shop had not make a police report as on that day when I was arrested , the police ask the Manager of the shop about the facts of the incident and if they had reported it to the police.The manger was very nice and told the Officer In-charge that I had some kind of metal illness and maybe confused on the incident where I took the camera.(I think it was because I left a much more expensive camera that was in very good condition).
To condice things,Police or investigating officers are good.
I am a Mentally ill Guy OK.And to be kept away from society loosing all freedom.
Today I was in china town taking photos when I had bad experiences with two Sales Man (or Boss?)I was caught in the rain and was just beside a camera shop.I went in and the sales person,or the boss was very cold towards me. I told him I have a Nikon Fm2 and he said he has it too .I than ask polity to take a look at the condition and the replied that I have to go his house to see it .I saw a film SLR camera and was keen in purchasing it that camera was a second hand camera.Seeing that the owner or the sales personnel of the shop was so rude I left and decided to cross over the street and check out the other one.
Scenario
I went into the shop.Subject A(sales person? owner?)came and I ask him about a Nikon SLR with the model I shall not name.And wanted to have a look at it.He said no unless I show him the money.
I was so freaking offended.I was so frustrated and I told him to give me a sec so as to make a call to have Clarence to Purchase the SLR Camera with a card because the Model of the SLR camera and lens was SGD$1200.(The price of the camera was so cheap!!For the model and lens itself
He than said he will be going for lunch soon and have no time to sell it to me. I was frustrated I said it only take a second and he was very hostile towards me.I was angry and ask him if he was a S.S member.He said no. I then wanted to call the resource police for assistance and he said Quote:Go a headed {Unquote }He took out his cell phone too.
I proceeded and ask a Indian nation that look very much like the boss sitting out side of the shop regarding why was this happening and he did not reply.The sales personal then shouted across the road estimating Five meters(5 Meters )away that I was crazy to the other hostile man I en counted.
This accident cross my mind about 3 to 5 years ago when I stole a camera under the heavy influence of Colanazepam I was under.I woke up aboult two days later and realised I had a second Camera.I meditated trying to recall what happen and "flash backs" showed I had stolen it at a shop called Song Brothers.I immediately proceeded to the shopping complex asking where is the shop called "song brothers".
In less than 15secs I was surrounded my a few "police like"man with one wearing a song brother T-shirt and they took me to the shop, About 100 to 150 meters away on the next level.
At the shop waiting for the police the man were not to be seen.only one who has a song brothers t-shart.
The next day on bail,I went to the shop again and did not see the guy having the "Song brothers" T-shirt.I ask the sales personals and they politely said he was no more working for that shop Name "song brothers" and said he maybe at the other branches.I only knew I was "setup" recalling that he shop had not make a police report as on that day when I was arrested , the police ask the Manager of the shop about the facts of the incident and if they had reported it to the police.The manger was very nice and told the Officer In-charge that I had some kind of metal illness and maybe confused on the incident where I took the camera.(I think it was because I left a much more expensive camera that was in very good condition).
To condice things,Police or investigating officers are good.
I am a Mentally ill Guy OK.And to be kept away from society loosing all freedom.
Happy???
Saturday, November 19, 2011
HOOHA
It was a Friday night and we decided to go to Hooha after church service (crazy yeah?) but anyway Hooha is not a pick up joint and the people there have reputation.
To the left is Loke and me. By the way, I can get along with him one reason because we both play the harp (harmonica) even though I have not played it in the pub before.
To the left is my dearest wife Kim and her friend Janet. All in all we had an enjoyable night till the wee hours in the morning. To the right is Dr Mak, renowned anesthetic surgeon of the Sultan of Johore based in Shanghai.
My New Cell Phone Nokia N1280
I just purchase this phone at SGD$35 Last week.I could not be live the price! It is a basic cell phone and I fell in love with it after 2 days.It has all the functions I need for my daily usage, comes wit a LED light to see dark places Radio .......It feels durable too(Drop it many times)....anyway I just need a basic cell.
AFTER NOTE:Few hours later I realise that the cell phone powers off by itself.:(
Friday, November 18, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Addicted to cutting myself
ADDICTED TO Self Mutilation
To be frank with you guys I am Addicted to cutting myself as a way to relive stress.I have no intention to end my own live.I have money,I have a Family and loving Wife etc....I aways sleep like a baby after I mutilate. 'Strugs'
Afternote:This only happen when after I was rape by my parents friend.
To be frank with you guys I am Addicted to cutting myself as a way to relive stress.I have no intention to end my own live.I have money,I have a Family and loving Wife etc....I aways sleep like a baby after I mutilate. 'Strugs'
Afternote:This only happen when after I was rape by my parents friend.
How to Avoid Phone Tapping
Take your cell phone anywhere you go to keep in touch with loved ones, and use your cell phone in an emergency -- help is only a phone call away. Unfortunately, there are people who are trying to take that secure feeling away by tapping phones. With the exception of court-ordered phone tapping, it is illegal to monitor phone calls. Prevent phone tapping by taking the proper precautions.Read more: How to Avoid Phone Tapping eHow.com http://www.ehow.com/how_8196695_avoid-phone-tapping.html#ixzz1dyPLJI9l
Extracted from eHow
Me and the Camera
One of my stupid hobby
This is my Dog Ruby...BTW it is not easy to take shots of dogs cuz they move alot,Er...but I took up the challenge
Monday, November 14, 2011
Love you forever and ever
Daniel is ridiculous. I have always loved, cherished and treasured our relationship giving to you all that I have whether in terms of love, time, care and attention or even money I share everything with you. Please remember you have BPD and is always afraid the one who loves you will run away., What you are thinking is not true, for I have never lost my love for you and it is true. I will love you now, every day and forever and ever till the time never ends. You are my one and only love in my life. Please remember that in your crazy confused mind that I always am with you in spirit and in soul, even if not in person. Love Kim
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Thursday, November 10, 2011
A Loving and warm Neighborhood
I was feeling very sad today to cut things short I know that there are allot of Kind people in this world.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
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