I am fix!

I am being fix.....There are thoughts of ending all. I will than continue about the facts... What more do they want from me? My wife had a stroke. I am not a priest so I cannot foretell the future. I was not allowed to see my wife even visiting hours. There is a bond between us. I was so stress and no St.John`s Wort a OTC relaxer for stress in TTSH. I wonder why is there contact GLUE there in large amount. The management told me to end my life. WHAT!!!!!! This is making me distresses, but remain calm. I took 2 puffs and less than 1 min I was caught. I think people Can see through walls? My parents was asking me why I stop paying the piano. To be frank really do not know why I ask a lady that my piano skills is very much degraded. The answer she said was "GOOD VERY GOOD" making me feeling like a 'pain to the society. I think it is the last days....I love my wife alot and the management told the guards to chash me out. But why is there so many contect sement in the hospital