One of the Best WHISKY I had ever drink.

It is a new year and a good beginning.I will not go into the price, but all I can say is it is not that cheap.Please click on the picture to have a full view.

Photo Shots in CHINA TOWN Singapore

Its me again the super hiao guy(my wife says).But at least I use dish washing liquid to wash my face and have SGD$2 Hair cut.

My loving Wife.

It is chinese New Year!!!

This is Alvin I meet in good old cafe.He is really a nice guy OK.

Taking pictures with a web cam in the dark.
This Photo was taken with a web cam in Low Lighting Condition.Tweaking this cam may help (adding a few infrared light illuminating Didoes ,but I think it is a comos(I don`t really know about this chip) or CCD(charge coupled device)chip and modifying it is not easy).AS for mine I will not take the change of spoiling it and leave it alone.The web cam that was in is picture is a high end web cam.It has even a 10x digital zoom.(you can`t have the best of two worlds yea.)

Do I look a Girl?

Some say I do?

Does all the Medication act the same?

APOTEX Generic Valium 10mg.
I've been taking medications for quite some time for my borderline personality disorder (to condense it it is always the feeling of emptiness and the fear of being abandoned). Anyway, I have a lot of thoughts about the different kinds of medications be it psychotropic or for other legitimate use I found out that there is no standard so-called "ISO" quality control for the medication. Take for example valium the generic name diazepam comes in different brands and sizes. Even a kid will know that binders such as corn starch etc... lol. I just don't want to go into the "details" has different time onset (onset means time for the chemical to be absorbed into the stomach lining and the drug to take effect).I have seen valium that is extremely small and valium the size of a cookie. Think of it it is just like taking butter and if you are alcoholic going to have a nice smooth draft beer.
Anyway I suspect that quality control on psychotropic medicine is very important because it induces the brain chemistry. As I know valium generic name diazepam is not the only medication that has this problem. I am sleepy now so cheers guys and a Happy Chinese New Year.

SAD

I am Very very depress the Time is 4:34AM and I have not slept for two days.I have no TLC from my mom and She can Even Side a Outsider.I need to be strong,and if not for my wife,I would been very sad.My mum hit her own mother.My loving grandma that took care of me when I was young...

2 Dollars Hair Cut

Cheapest Hair cut I have.

Ha... I cut my hair For 2 Dollars! :o)

My New Mum

I have been angry and disappointed with my mum for many years. I finally found a new godmother for myself. Please do not ask where I found it but she has a heart of gold which no mother have. I do not wish to carry grudges but think of it I was sexually abused as a kid and my real mom defended the guy. This is the thing that I could not accept and the feeling of aching pain through my heart telling myself that my real mother couldn't even defend her own real son. Anyway cheers guys it is a new year. Happy new year guys.Love Daniel.

Me Just another side of me

Like an Idiot

I was having a formal meeting with my Wife so Have no choice but to ware formally .

The New Year And A New Beginning!

He is really a nice guy.I really miss the coffee kinda talks with me.Just joking lar.He keeps asking me to play Jazz,because I did a good performance long ago.

This is Richard.

A picture of me taken my my wife.

My LINKSYS Broadband Router not working.

I need a transformer

I am tired so I shall make this post short .My trusty wifi router is not working at the moment.As you can see the Power Plug is damage.Don`t ask...it is just another stupid act I did.(why can`t they come with a three point adaptor.)

Me just Me.

This picture was taken when I was in a depress state.I am Even Much Much more Depress Now.Even food seems tasteless.

I have an Ego Problem

I have a low ego I am like a Kid aways wanting love form my Mom,but...NeverMind.BTY I am Not a Hacker, only a

actor,acting like a pro but only know the basic.Shame on me......... 'o(

Will I need a anti viruse and firewall for Ipad

I am so paranoid that people will hack into my ipad2 and decided to purchase a Firewall and an antivirus program for my the ipad2.After much asking and running low with funds I decided not to.My wife says I am Just paranoid and save the money . :0(

Maybe I am .

I am still Using a Computer

I am still using a computer to be frank with you guys.I am still learing the art of using a Ipad2...

Me with Astro Boy

The Love with IPAD2

When you have nothing to blog!Anyway if you ask me about the option to chose the Ipad2 and A Laptop or net book, I will choose the Ipad .It is just not the Apple trend.I was sceptical on having a Ipad at first,But after much using, I found out that the usage is unlimited.Even Blogging is fun when you have nothing to do,do it on a Ipad!(Html and or With java applets is a advantage).Designing my blog with CSS is simple.(AS you can see if you scroll down all the way to the end of my page,You can see a Google search engine done with the Ipad2.

Blogging with a Cell Phone Pictures

I am Sure after reading the website (the link before this post)Dursturbing.But so far no one was charge in Court for this Stupid Offence.They just ask them to remove it.

Daly Usage of my Camera

CLASSIFIED

Is Using Other Photos on the Internet to blog and build a website with out permission of the photographer illegal?
http://blog.2createawebsite.com/2010/08/16/are-you-using-images-on-your-website-illegally/

Photograghy

Photography

I aways use a view finder to take shots of pictures.

But I look really ugly with one eye close...

Astro Boy

I LOVE ASTRO BOY

I could still remember myself reading his comic when I was young.

A good workman Never blame their tools

I am still trying my out most best to get the pictures I took with the Ipad2 and upload into Blog spot.Anyway this post is done with a personal Computer and it is really dam easy.As my mom aways tells me.....a good Workman never blames its tools.Just type and publish.

Ipad2 Wi-Fi and 3G

White Ipad2

Like it Love it and stuck with it.More reviews coming out.

Blogging with an IPad2

Ipad2
I have been blogging with different operating system like, windows xp,windows 7(but the best OS I used is windows 2000 running windows explorer).Now I am learning to use blog spot with an IPad2.The hard part is to upload pictures taken with the Ipad to Blogspot. :o(

KO

It`s sleepy and tired after Playing
I was using the computer when I notice a person behind me sleeping !I find that this net cafe is A warm place to 'chill out' .I was sleeping in the netcafe also

I am a Fool.

Drugs Kills!

Codenie Slurp

SGD$7.50 for 100ml of Codeine!

I aways ending myself obtaining this brand of codeine mixture when I need Dhasedyl.The difference of the two is Actifed Mixture contains different kinds of antihistamine.Actifed COMPOUND has Triprolidine with Codeine.Dhasedyl contains [prometazine] With Codeine.The C.N.S (central nervous stimulant)Is also different. The Red ones comes with Psudoephedrine and Dhasedyl has plain Ephedrine. Anyway You aways can`t get what one wants.(beggars can`t be chooses):( Anyway...Live is like a box of chocolates.© From movie forrest gump.(Movie release July Six 1914).

Generic Valium

All at one go?

I had a habit of taking Luge amounts of Diazepam at one Go.I know the LD50 of diazepam so it should not kill me.BTW I am not that unlucky to be with the other 50 percent.Anyway I really hope my Doctor is a good one.but after some accident that had happen months and months ago,he said he do not really know my problems was and decided to get another Doctor to see me.My doctor knows me for years and know I have the habit of overdosing myself cutting my arms ETC.ETC...
Anyway Diazepam helps me alot with flashbacks I had, when I was a Child.(Don`t ASK Please).
ANYWAY HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :0)

Night Vision

Working Late and hard at Nights

Vision was good with this Web cam and N.VTM

For my energy??I Have to take drinks with highly concentrated sugar contain to give myself energy Pulse Uppers with I shall not mention(ERR OK...Phentermine) ,No Hunger Man...OWN!

IS THERE A HIDDEN MASSAGE FOR ME?

http://youtu.be/Rv9hfuocvEI
As a matter of fact, there's no turning back Though I can't deny, I still want you back No confidence, just hide and seek Your weapon's blood, it's security What about promises, and what about the days I'm missing? What about, what about, what about us? What about the time of our lives? What about the things that you had? What about, what about, what about us? I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you.\
After this URL I received form an E-Mail I was Very Very Worried,and CONFUSED.?? I am PES E in the army and what I know is there is no reservice for PES E.I am NOT a DRUG DEALER AND I ALSO DON`T TAKE DRUGS!

Is the police out to get me?

Am I really an outcast from the society.
Today I was in china town taking photos when I had bad experiences with two Sales Man (or Boss?)I was caught in the rain and was just beside a camera shop.I went in and the sales person,or the boss was very cold towards me. I told him I have a Nikon Fm2 and he said he has it too .I than ask polity to take a look at the condition and the replied that I have to go his house to see it .I saw a film SLR camera and was keen in purchasing it that camera was a second hand camera.Seeing that the owner or the sales personnel of the shop was so rude I left and decided to cross over the street and check out the other one.
Scenario
I went into the shop.Subject A(sales person? owner?)came and I ask him about a Nikon SLR with the model I shall not name.And wanted to have a look at it.He said no unless I show him the money.
I was so freaking offended.I was so frustrated and I told him to give me a sec so as to make a call to have Clarence to Purchase the SLR Camera with a card because the Model of the SLR camera and lens was SGD$1200.(The price of the camera was so cheap!!For the model and lens itself
He than said he will be going for lunch soon and have no time to sell it to me. I was frustrated I said it only take a second and he was very hostile towards me.I was angry and ask him if he was a S.S member.He said no. I then wanted to call the resource police for assistance and he said Quote:Go a headed {Unquote }He took out his cell phone too.
I proceeded and ask a Indian nation that look very much like the boss sitting out side of the shop regarding why was this happening and he did not reply.The sales personal then shouted across the road estimating Five meters(5 Meters )away that I was crazy to the other hostile man I en counted.
This accident cross my mind about 3 to 5 years ago when I stole a camera under the heavy influence of Colanazepam I was under.I woke up aboult two days later and realised I had a second Camera.I meditated trying to recall what happen and "flash backs" showed I had stolen it at a shop called Song Brothers.I immediately proceeded to the shopping complex asking where is the shop called "song brothers".
In less than 15secs I was surrounded my a few "police like"man with one wearing a song brother T-shirt and they took me to the shop, About 100 to 150 meters away on the next level.
At the shop waiting for the police the man were not to be seen.only one who has a song brothers t-shart.
The next day on bail,I went to the shop again and did not see the guy having the "Song brothers" T-shirt.I ask the sales personals and they politely said he was no more working for that shop Name "song brothers" and said he maybe at the other branches.I only knew I was "setup" recalling that he shop had not make a police report as on that day when I was arrested , the police ask the Manager of the shop about the facts of the incident and if they had reported it to the police.The manger was very nice and told the Officer In-charge that I had some kind of metal illness and maybe confused on the incident where I took the camera.(I think it was because I left a much more expensive camera that was in very good condition).
To condice things,Police or investigating officers are good.
I am a Mentally ill Guy OK.And to be kept away from society loosing all freedom.

Happy???

HOOHA

It was a Friday night and we decided to go to Hooha after church service (crazy yeah?) but anyway Hooha is not a pick up joint and the people there have reputation.

To the left is Loke and me. By the way, I can get along with him one reason because we both play the harp (harmonica) even though I have not played it in the pub before.

To the left is my dearest wife Kim and her friend Janet. All in all we had an enjoyable night till the wee hours in the morning. To the right is Dr Mak, renowned anesthetic surgeon of the Sultan of Johore based in Shanghai.

My New Cell Phone Nokia N1280

I just purchase this phone at SGD$35 Last week.I could not be live the price! It is a basic cell phone and I fell in love with it after 2 days.It has all the functions I need for my daily usage, comes wit a LED light to see dark places Radio .......It feels durable too(Drop it many times)....anyway I just need a basic cell.

AFTER NOTE:Few hours later I realise that the cell phone powers off by itself.:(

Plastic Cash

I have low ego. That is why I need so many cards.

Addicted to cutting myself

ADDICTED TO Self Mutilation
To be frank with you guys I am Addicted to cutting myself as a way to relive stress.I have no intention to end my own live.I have money,I have a Family and loving Wife etc....I aways sleep like a baby after I mutilate. 'Strugs'
Afternote:This only happen when after I was rape by my parents friend.

How to Avoid Phone Tapping

Take your cell phone anywhere you go to keep in touch with loved ones, and use your cell phone in an emergency -- help is only a phone call away. Unfortunately, there are people who are trying to take that secure feeling away by tapping phones. With the exception of court-ordered phone tapping, it is illegal to monitor phone calls. Prevent phone tapping by taking the proper precautions.Read more: How to Avoid Phone Tapping eHow.com http://www.ehow.com/how_8196695_avoid-phone-tapping.html#ixzz1dyPLJI9l

Extracted from eHow

Me and the Camera

One of my stupid hobby

This is my Dog Ruby...BTW it is not easy to take shots of dogs cuz they move alot,Er...but I took up the challenge

Love you forever and ever

Daniel is ridiculous. I have always loved, cherished and treasured our relationship giving to you all that I have whether in terms of love, time, care and attention or even money I share everything with you. Please remember you have BPD and is always afraid the one who loves you will run away., What you are thinking is not true, for I have never lost my love for you and it is true. I will love you now, every day and forever and ever till the time never ends. You are my one and only love in my life. Please remember that in your crazy confused mind that I always am with you in spirit and in soul, even if not in person. Love Kim

I am depress

You lost the love for me?Used and dis cert
I had been hurt,this morning.I will not go into the details....But I have to just Get over it and Be HAPPY!
To be Con`t...

To the left is Richard and his daughter Amanda.

So happy!!!!!! =)

This are the different types of muffins we enjoyed.

Time to tug in.

A Loving and warm Neighborhood

I was feeling very sad today to cut things short I know that there are allot of Kind people in this world.

Older Before My Time

I am older?

My Dinner With my Parents and Wife

This is me with my wife and parents

Today I had dinner with my parents and my loving wife and I was very happy. It's just like reminescing about the past where I had dinner with my family weekly. I hope this can be done more often because this is the best antidepressent I ever had in my life.

The above is my loving wife where I swear I will never leave. Back in the days where I joined a band and building our own records to the day I do music with technology, I plan to give that up for her. Anyway, there is lots of good composers out there and the music industry is down.

WEBCAM SHOTS.

My Ugly Face?!

High And Dry

I using a net cafe to do this blog and it is so Dam slow and Expensive.O yea...I had just seen the Doctor nearby to get Slimming pills .....Yes I have to admit I am too fat, but My wife thinks it is OK. But I er...know myself Better. SGD$8 per Pill(My God!)Total cost $75 Dollars .

Acquitted

I report to the CNB 27 Sep 2011 Tuesday with a heavy heart thinking that the officers from the Central Narcotics Bureau will fix me up and charge me in court. When I went there, my officer which I shall not name, was very nice to me and took a statement from me. All in all, I was happy that I passed all the urine tests that was sent to the Health Science Authority and I have enough evidence to prove to them that I did not take any substances under the Misuse of Drugs Act. All in all, I am already 32 this year and I am married with a very good wife, more so giving me the adrenaline rush to get back to society and work again. As for another case I have discussed with the Samaritans of Singapore they said that I should not be worried at all. To be frank with you guys, I was a ex-shatec student training to be a chef and I carry a set of extremely sharp knives of different lengths to go to school. Anyway, I know that I have to know the word responsibility and my wish is to have a baby. Daniel.

The following is written by Daniel's wife: I brought Daniel to church today. He was confused and talked non-stop before the service and during the service he said that he felt the spirit moving. After the service, he was more calm and quiet. Pray hard that God bless Daniel and he has no more police cases, can go back to work and lead a normal life. Most of all, that his father will be pleased with him.

Winnie The Pooh

Winny the pooh and a good days rest.

12 Ocrober 2011 will be the happiest day of my life

I had went through a whole year of supervision by the Central Narcotics Bureau Singapore for inhalent abuse and I am so happy that I could get a job in the corporate world. I know my education level is not that high but I have talents in different aspects where they need me. I know it is a rough year as which executive will employ an employee with a drug record. If I am living in United States of America it is a whole different storey. But be realistic I am now in Singpaore and there is a stigma against drug addicts especially in the corporate world.I have this fear that they may make things difficult for me as because they said that I am no MCs for 3 days. But my wife will know very well that only a moron will not report to the CNB without an Medical Certificate. I have called up my officers and they said everything will be fine. Hey guys, you can't blame me but I have been fooled many times before. So I am kinda of paranoid and insecure whether what they say is true or not. Anyway, I have finished my supervision and I am all ready to go to start a brand new career.I always have the feeling that the CNBureaus main objective is to persecute people instead of helping them. But I think I have the wrong perception. I believe the government have set up this organisation so as to rehabilitate and to get people back to society. Frankly my sister has a master's degree in occupational therapist and she is also helping others to get back into society, back to the working life. All I could say is glue has affected me so badly in the past that I think the CNB's main objective is only to persecute addicts. Wish me luck in my new life.

Afternote:5 Mins later I recived this letter from a police man.(click on the image to enlarge)

Forever young

I wish that I am in my teens again having bouts of energy and stamina to excel in things, especially music. I was trained from the Yamaha Music Academy and I was majoring in electone and minoring in piano. I really miss playing my instruments because me and my wife are kind of staying in a small apartment. Imagine bringing my electone and getting inspiration at night. That will wake the whole neighbourhood up. Anyway, my last blog was 15mg.blogspot.com and I do not take hard drugs anymore. I always put a point and tell myself not to consume drugs under the Misuse of Drugs Act. All in all, I have the support of my loving wife to stop going to rave parties like in Koh samui, Thailand. I hope one day that I will be clean from every substances including cigarettes. Wish me luck guys.
love and hugs: Daniel