Friday, January 27, 2012
Me masking my sadness
Do you think I look Happy?
This is me masking my sadness sadness i am having reminiscing the past when I was a kid running to my mother's arms for comfort. In this 2 years I have to go to prison twice I think that God must be crazy. Or maybe me. Anyway I am trying to distract the suicidal thoughts I am having.
This is me masking my sadness sadness i am having reminiscing the past when I was a kid running to my mother's arms for comfort. In this 2 years I have to go to prison twice I think that God must be crazy. Or maybe me. Anyway I am trying to distract the suicidal thoughts I am having.
Ipad at work.
I Love the Ipad2 , but the office has a Intel Computer.Anyway I will be using both today.
I ffractured my nose
It hurts Mentally and emotionally.
I was beaten by my one and only love one.
She promise she will not hit me again...but?
I was beaten by my one and only love one.
She promise she will not hit me again...but?
Ipad 2 Vs Computer
Mine Computer or Ipad2?
I have both computers Intel and Ipad and I feel that my choice of usage is IPad . It is much better, lighter and portable. In the beginning I used to use my laptop with an Ipad but as time goes by, I realise that an Ipad is all I need to get my jobs done be it composing music, blogging, designing a website all can be done using just an Ipad2.
To be frank with you, I will not say that Intel or AMD computers are obsolete. I do use them also to final touch the things that I have done with my Ipad. I know of people using just an Ipad alone to compose music or give presentations via a computer. So cheers guys.......Ipad RULES!
Anyway it is late right now, so sleep well sleep thigh and don't let the bed bugs bite.Hugs:Daniel
To be frank with you, I will not say that Intel or AMD computers are obsolete. I do use them also to final touch the things that I have done with my Ipad. I know of people using just an Ipad alone to compose music or give presentations via a computer. So cheers guys.......Ipad RULES!
Anyway it is late right now, so sleep well sleep thigh and don't let the bed bugs bite.Hugs:Daniel
Thursday, January 26, 2012
You are the sunshine of my life
Dear Daniel,
I am your wife, your buddy, your best friend, your companion and your love. No matter where you are, I may not be with you but my thoughts and mind is with you. I will take care of you forever and in heaven we shall meet.
My greatest gift to you is to bring you together with me to heaven when we die. Whether I die first or you, always know that I will be with you all the way through to eternity. On earth, you have nothing to worry about for I will take care of everything, help you in any way I can because I am your loving wife.
Do not worry about anything, In all things bring it up to God and He will take care of you. I take care of your food, your well-being, your job, your life, your money and your happiness. All I ask for is for you to be happy all the time. Do not worry about prison, just spend your time thinking of me and God and your family and Ruby. We all love you. You are the luckiest guy on earth. Be happy always and I love you forever no matter what and I will take care of everything for you. Just leave it to me.
Dear dear
I am your wife, your buddy, your best friend, your companion and your love. No matter where you are, I may not be with you but my thoughts and mind is with you. I will take care of you forever and in heaven we shall meet.
My greatest gift to you is to bring you together with me to heaven when we die. Whether I die first or you, always know that I will be with you all the way through to eternity. On earth, you have nothing to worry about for I will take care of everything, help you in any way I can because I am your loving wife.
Do not worry about anything, In all things bring it up to God and He will take care of you. I take care of your food, your well-being, your job, your life, your money and your happiness. All I ask for is for you to be happy all the time. Do not worry about prison, just spend your time thinking of me and God and your family and Ruby. We all love you. You are the luckiest guy on earth. Be happy always and I love you forever no matter what and I will take care of everything for you. Just leave it to me.
Dear dear
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
This year's F1 race will be in Australia
I am just waiting patiently for the countdown at the top of my bog where the F1 race will be launching as I repeat in Australia this year :).As for Ipad users like me I am sorry that you guys cannot see the countdown meter because I am too lazy to program my own scripts. Anyway this can be seen when you access my blog through an Intel or AMD computer with windows explorer ect...
I am not sure whether the IMac supports this but what I know is that my friends who own iMac have changed their operating system to example Windows 7. Anyway it is about 50 days plus minus and I wish I could be there to see the race. Anyway cheers guys if you guys have the opportunity to be there. By the way you may want to bring your ear plug for your wife or girlfriend because it is extremely loud having gone through the night race in Singapore.
I am not sure whether the IMac supports this but what I know is that my friends who own iMac have changed their operating system to example Windows 7. Anyway it is about 50 days plus minus and I wish I could be there to see the race. Anyway cheers guys if you guys have the opportunity to be there. By the way you may want to bring your ear plug for your wife or girlfriend because it is extremely loud having gone through the night race in Singapore.
Food and more food :(
I was in a net cafe and ....you know what I found!My choice of non fating food.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
One of the Best WHISKY I had ever drink.
It is a new year and a good beginning.I will not go into the price, but all I can say is it is not that cheap.Please click on the picture to have a full view.
Photo Shots in CHINA TOWN Singapore
Its me again the super hiao guy(my wife says).But at least I use dish washing liquid to wash my face and have SGD$2 Hair cut.
My loving Wife.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
It is chinese New Year!!!
This is Alvin I meet in good old cafe.He is really a nice guy OK.
Taking pictures with a web cam in the dark.
This Photo was taken with a web cam in Low Lighting Condition.Tweaking this cam may help (adding a few infrared light illuminating Didoes ,but I think it is a comos(I don`t really know about this chip) or CCD(charge coupled device)chip and modifying it is not easy).AS for mine I will not take the change of spoiling it and leave it alone.The web cam that was in is picture is a high end web cam.It has even a 10x digital zoom.(you can`t have the best of two worlds yea.)
This Photo was taken with a web cam in Low Lighting Condition.Tweaking this cam may help (adding a few infrared light illuminating Didoes ,but I think it is a comos(I don`t really know about this chip) or CCD(charge coupled device)chip and modifying it is not easy).AS for mine I will not take the change of spoiling it and leave it alone.The web cam that was in is picture is a high end web cam.It has even a 10x digital zoom.(you can`t have the best of two worlds yea.)
Friday, January 20, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Does all the Medication act the same?
APOTEX Generic Valium 10mg.
I've been taking medications for quite some time for my borderline personality disorder (to condense it it is always the feeling of emptiness and the fear of being abandoned). Anyway, I have a lot of thoughts about the different kinds of medications be it psychotropic or for other legitimate use I found out that there is no standard so-called "ISO" quality control for the medication. Take for example valium the generic name diazepam comes in different brands and sizes. Even a kid will know that binders such as corn starch etc... lol. I just don't want to go into the "details" has different time onset (onset means time for the chemical to be absorbed into the stomach lining and the drug to take effect).I have seen valium that is extremely small and valium the size of a cookie. Think of it it is just like taking butter and if you are alcoholic going to have a nice smooth draft beer.
Anyway I suspect that quality control on psychotropic medicine is very important because it induces the brain chemistry. As I know valium generic name diazepam is not the only medication that has this problem. I am sleepy now so cheers guys and a Happy Chinese New Year.
I've been taking medications for quite some time for my borderline personality disorder (to condense it it is always the feeling of emptiness and the fear of being abandoned). Anyway, I have a lot of thoughts about the different kinds of medications be it psychotropic or for other legitimate use I found out that there is no standard so-called "ISO" quality control for the medication. Take for example valium the generic name diazepam comes in different brands and sizes. Even a kid will know that binders such as corn starch etc... lol. I just don't want to go into the "details" has different time onset (onset means time for the chemical to be absorbed into the stomach lining and the drug to take effect).I have seen valium that is extremely small and valium the size of a cookie. Think of it it is just like taking butter and if you are alcoholic going to have a nice smooth draft beer.
Anyway I suspect that quality control on psychotropic medicine is very important because it induces the brain chemistry. As I know valium generic name diazepam is not the only medication that has this problem. I am sleepy now so cheers guys and a Happy Chinese New Year.
Monday, January 9, 2012
SAD
I am Very very depress the Time is 4:34AM and I have not slept for two days.I have no TLC from my mom and She can Even Side a Outsider.I need to be strong,and if not for my wife,I would been very sad.My mum hit her own mother.My loving grandma that took care of me when I was young...
Saturday, January 7, 2012
My New Mum
I have been angry and disappointed with my mum for many years. I finally found a new godmother for myself. Please do not ask where I found it but she has a heart of gold which no mother have. I do not wish to carry grudges but think of it I was sexually abused as a kid and my real mom defended the guy. This is the thing that I could not accept and the feeling of aching pain through my heart telling myself that my real mother couldn't even defend her own real son. Anyway cheers guys it is a new year. Happy new year guys.Love Daniel.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Me Just another side of me
Like an Idiot
I was having a formal meeting with my Wife so Have no choice but to ware formally .
I was having a formal meeting with my Wife so Have no choice but to ware formally .
The New Year And A New Beginning!
He is really a nice guy.I really miss the coffee kinda talks with me.Just joking lar.He keeps asking me to play Jazz,because I did a good performance long ago.
This is Richard.
A picture of me taken my my wife.
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