My Sony XPERIA Neo MT11 and Android ver 4.0

I am having problems with my cell phone I upgrade my Android Ver 4.0.4 and it has lags a bit at times. I know that Rooting my Cell phone will void the warranty so I decided not to it.1 GHz Qualcomm Snapdragon processor is not powerful enough. :=( . Just like I felt before upgrading).-

Fat

Me a Model???Now fat pig.....(just one of my happy days)

Time flys

Time flys....really

Facts on how I feel aboult BPD

Hi guys I am going  to write a serious and true facts of how I feel for my mental illness. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder by the doctor in 2002 or one I am not really sure shit me. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder of BPD. What I feel is it is me and not taken from other facts that i read. Basically speaking I feel sad every day. I feel that i cannot fit into society and I am different from anyone. It is like i feel really sad but i try to mask my sadness and try to look happy. When I was in my 20s i admit i was really promiscuous but frankly speaking i am not now because I am married.

It is tiring to mask myself to be happy and sometimes I do things like mutilate myself so that I can take away the feeling and the sadness and frustration I feel. I will then tell people I had slash myself and try to get their attention. That's all guys i am tired and I want to get some rest.
                                 Cheers Don

Hair Sclerosis

I have been suffering from this for a long time.It looks gross.I am now in the net cafe and have limited time. Anyway looking at the bright side, I don`t blam anyone.

RED

Why is everything Red??

2:32am in a netcafe

My hew hair Cut .

The fall

I am intoxicated!

My Christmas tree

Acting Tough

I am not fit I am FAT!

Facts Aboult Erimin

I did a writing aboult Nimetazepam years ago ./..BTY I am too tired to redo it. To be Con`t...

My Old Writings.

Erimin Nimetazepam is a benzodiazepine originated from Japan it is said to be invented after the chemical nitrazepam was invented in the western countries . 1.It has a faster onset and a shorter half-life compared to Nitrazepam making it a drug of abuse.Nimetazepam distributed more rapidly in the brain than its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam)[faster onset]. The brain concentration of the active metabolites of the former was about twice that of Nitrazepam at 1hour after oral administration. 2. At least four kinds of reactions were involved in thebiotransformation of nimetazepam and its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam) (demethylation at N-1,hydroxylation at C-3, reduction of the nitro group at C-7 to the amino group and (iv) subsequent acetylation of the amino group. 3. The 1-N-demethylation of nimetazepam was slow compared with the other three reactions. 4. Nimetazepam was rapidly hydroxylated at C-3, while the 3-hydroxylation of its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam) was very slow. 5. The reduction of the nitro group at C-7 and subsequent acetylation were important routes for the excretion of these drugs. To Simplify things Erimin 5 (nimetazepam) Is a recreational chemical.

IT FIRST appeared on the local drug scene three years ago when more than 90,000 pills were seized. Now, the tranquilliser Erimin-5, or nimetazepam, has become the drug of choice among abusers. Many of the 793 drug abusers arrested last year were on Erimin-5, according to the CNB’s annual drugs report

Erimin-5 had displaced the previous year's favoured drug, ketamine.

Testing for Erimin-5 was began in January 2004. There are people who still think Erimin-5 is not detectable. The truth is Nimetazepam is classified under the Benzodiazepine family and when an accuse is tested positive from the Instant urine test for benzodiazepines , the urine sample will be taken to the Health Science Authority for the analysis for the chemical .

In the streets an Erimin-5 tablet costs between S$6 (RM13.80) and S$8 (RM18.40), while 1g of ketamine costs between S$40 (RM92) and S$50 (RM115).

Unlike so-called “party drugs” like Ecstasy and ketamine, Erimin-5 is a depressant and seen as a “soft” drug. It can also be obtained easily compaired to other drugs

In Singapore Erimin is Scheduled under the Misuse of drug act ( Chapter 185 )It is scheduled under class A which carries a Mandory Jaill therm. A trafficker can face up to a maximum of 10 years in prison and 5 Strokes of the cane.

As for illegal possession or consumption of Nimetazepam a person can face up to 10 years of imprisonment or S$20,000 fine or both.

Written by:Daniel Lim

You are the gift of my life

I LOVE YOU..

If only time can wait

I had enough.I am a born loser

Work work and more WORK :=

This is the busyes time of the year . I am a habit of leaving most work till the final moment.

SPEED!(A.T.S)Just another New boost for a long day

Stress

I’ve not written for a long time and I decided to sit down today with my feelings torn out and decided to do a short “note” for you guys. To be frank with you I was arrested by the Central Narcotics Bureau about a week ago. Only God knows if I am on any controlled drugs under the Misuse of Drugs Act.

Life is so sad as if I know of a person who was brought in by their friends to the private high class hospitals and the doctor and nurses did not report them to the authorities even though they know they are on controlled drugs.

I know who the one that play me out is. And I will not go into the details and start to implicate anyone. Paradox yeah……

All in all I promise myself not to harass the doctors and nurses from the government hospital anymore. Anyway, good night sleep tight and don’t let the bed bugs bite.
                                                                                                                                 Cheers Daniel.

Am I looking better?

Today I am feeling less empty.

Am I "shot"

I need someone to Save me.
I am in need for help...I need to have someone to assist me from my metal and emotional injury.Yup I was working well before but bad post traumatic syndrome cause me to be in this state.

Temp

My AMD Winchester Core chip is running at the right temp . YES!!!!

My first Android

Behold my first Android from Sony Ericsson

Having owned this phone for about 2 months, I must say that this is phone has great features and value for money. It has all the features of a flagship smartphone and perfect for someone on a tight budget like me. Having upgraded it to ice cream sandwich, the phone has been performing well. The OS is very snappy and fluid most of the time, except for some occasional hiccups. It might not be as smooth as other competitions but hardly noticeable. The battery life is decent and the phone is able to last me aboult a day of moderate use without reaching for the charger. Image quality of the camera is above average and you get a host of features to play withsuch as paranoma mode. Display is great with a relatively high resolution but could have been better if it had a higher contrast as u can hardly see under the sun even with the brightness of the phone turned to the maximum. Other than that, this is a great phone to have with a host of features, a removable battery and SD card to expand your storage,

My WorkStation

I have been having problems with my set up.....Struts

If only life is not so complex



Last Smile?

I am extremely stressed up today. Due to the things that happen that I would rather not method. BTY I manage to mask stress and crumbled face.    

I need help

Sleeping in the net cafe

I was so tired and depress ...I really need Help....click me

My best look when I was Paranoid

 

I am very disturbed after taking too much legal Dope from my "friendly" Clinic. 



Swimming :)

Today I decided to go swimming with my wife. It has been a long time since I with swimming. I decided to go with the motivation from my wife. She wants to lose weight, and so do I. Swimming was my love when I was much younger. It was a competitive sport when I was in my high school.So here we go!  

Webcam Shots

 I was so bored in the office till I started using a web cam to take some shots of myself.

I know I really need a detox as I can find my looks degenerating

PEACE

Peace

Me and My DAD

This is a Picture of my Dad and me.My dad is the person that I admire the most. This is not the first time I have written about him – as I grow older, I get closer and understand him even more. As a kid, especially during my pubescent years where I made it my personal crusade to be the most rebellious little shit in the world, he stood by me.I never understood why.
He believed in me when I went into a period of an intense hedonistic lifestyle of drugs, alcohol and indiscriminate sex. My dad never supported my choices though – I remember the first time I was arrested – I expected him to bail me out of jail, but he didn’t. I was in there for the standard 14 day remand until a friend bailed me out.
…now some of you might think that means he doesn’t love me. No, that isn’t true. It means he loves me so much he wants me to learn. I didn’t at that time but he kept on believing in me and encouraging me to sort out my life.He would just tell me his personal take on things and advice me on life. I have always hated his advice – advice being the worse kind of vice and all that – but as I grew older, I started to appreciate it.
Now that I’m turning 34 I find myself looking to him for counsel for all the difficult decisions in life.
I wish I had more time to tap into his wisdom and life experience. Sure, there’s a huge generation gap between us but some things in life will always be true. I have learned love from him – and I believe I will be able to provide the same kind of unconditional love – agape – to my future childrend

Picture Taken with an Android

This is a picture taken With an Android Cell phone.Ratting? 3 Stars

I am happy today

This are are pictures of me being 'happy'.I am Masking myself most of  the time. Don`t you know how I feel? I feel sad most of the time.

These are the few occasions I am 'normal'

A Gift From My Wife

I was so happy to see what my wife got for me! And it is a cup with my old suite . If I was not wrong it was taken  in Orange Tea. A pro ag....

My AMD Althlon 64 Winchester Is heating up!

My setup Is heating up for no reason? I clean the CPU casing and have enough fans to create a Storm. My last setup was a AMD Athlon 64 3200+ Venice 2.0GHz , and it works very smoothly for me ...till some bad experience I will radder not think about.

The Late night trip to Geylang

I was late and took a Cab from Geylang after supper.Just love the lights...I found out that I had not arm myself with my trusty camera so I had no choice but to use my crapp 2megapix camera from my cell Phone.

ON SET

Masking my Fear

Before I leave the Bunk

Dog Tag Video

Click To View The Video

I know I had Posted about the Dog tag,And now is the Video Of IT!

MY Angel

I got this stone carving from my wife,and it sits on my Keyboard.
says.....

I am 33 yrs old

Depressing yea.... It has been quite some time i have not done technical styles of writing having my own signature to what i write. it has been 33 years living in this place called earth. i know some times things may not be what you hope for but circumstances made it no choice but to swallow the big pill. i know it is hard to swallow but if not there will not be improvement i 've pushed myself to the limits before when i was younger but i have not done so now i feel really weaken by the things that had encountered during these few years. Anyway, i hope that this place called planet earth will be a beautiful and peaceful place. Cheers guys.

I am being hack by ?...