Hi guys I am going to write a serious and true facts of how I feel for my mental illness. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder by the doctor in 2002 or one I am not really sure shit me. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder of BPD. What I feel is it is me and not taken from other facts that i read. Basically speaking I feel sad every day. I feel that i cannot fit into society and I am different from anyone. It is like i feel really sad but i try to mask my sadness and try to look happy. When I was in my 20s i admit i was really promiscuous but frankly speaking i am not now because I am married.
It is tiring to mask myself to be happy and sometimes I do things like mutilate myself so that I can take away the feeling and the sadness and frustration I feel. I will then tell people I had slash myself and try to get their attention. That's all guys i am tired and I want to get some rest.
Cheers Don
