To my brothers.

To my Brothers

To my brothers This is How I feel now.

I am In a netcafe At 4:40am

I am in a net cafe at 4:40am

I am depress so I hit the road and found this net cafe.I is not very good as I brought my hard disk along.The usb in frond that comes with a card reader could not power up my Portable Hard disk.Never mind just my luck.BTW I was not allowed to use the use port behind.Anyway this picture was taken with a web cam.

Am I good Looking

This is how short my Hair looks Now.I find looking silly with this hairdo

Losing my mind

I am in the thin line between sanity and insanity. In my heart where I want really want to accept Christ as saviour and be a christian but what happened to me. I am so stupid. I am feeling borderline the last few decades. and I went into paganism. it is like it is difficult to let go once you reach the level of satanism it is just like hotel California. quote you can check out any time you want but you can never leave. I don't believe in that. I hope dear dear will bring me to Christianity and i am willing to let lose all spiritualism acts. Just to let you guys know i have never use it against anyone and I swear I will never because what goes around comes around. All I want now is to accept Christ forget about flying like David Copperfield. Anyway The thing my wife last posted is called Sisha.

trip to clark quay

Daniel looked really depressed and blurred out last night. I think because his dad didn't say goodbye to him before he left for his holiday. So we went to clarke quay and had some fun there smoking an arabian kind of strawberry coal water from a big tube candleholder. He had a pint of beer and it was good, he was able to sleep like a pig after that.
I am glad he didn't have to go to Geylang to do illicit activities but I couldn't sleep after that and feel very sleepy today. Kim

Trip to Tan Tock Seng Hospital

Last night dear dear went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for withdrawal from Dhamotil and Codeine . I was home alone. Missed dear dear. Dear dear look very happy today when he came for lunch with me. Kim

My wife.

This pictures are taken by my lovely wife.

Click Here to view a clearer picture of me.

And me again

WE went swimming!!!

I was not allowed to take a video of the highes slide and that really piss me off.

Lazy week end.

Yestaday I slept like a baby. I did have stage 3 R.E.M sleep (rapid eye movement) as I feel very refresh this morning.I wanted to go to have some fun in the swimming pool with the slides .Be my dear wife have been working all week and she was tired. I thought like going myself but I was expecting to be bored going all alone

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Not Sleeping

Not Sleeping
I Have not been sleeping because I am so very stress up over the I.U.T I was tested positive for opiates and amphetamine.

Night ANd Peaceful in the city

In the view outside my flat

This is the view outside my flat ......That is when you have nothing to blog .....Please click on the picture to view.I really feel like jumping off the building, because I feel unjustified.I really feeling like jumping off this tall building.

LOST WORLD!!!!!!

Lost world

I am so worried that I will be cuff and arrested tomorrow as because I have to go for a urine test tommow.I have enough of this shit and have been obeying the rules in Singapore.A factor that 'mad' me feel like ending it all because I can`t go to Paris and England.We have not been on a honey moon trip yet.Back stabbing etc.... just end it all you stupid boy...(thinking in my mind)But I told myself to obey the rules and stop overdosing myself from today onwards for my Dear wife Kim.

4:22AM

4:22am
I am having a strange feeling that people are stalking me.I feel so uncomfortable.I don`t break the laws I don`t do illicit Substances or Substance Par SE what so ever...But still feel that my every movement is being monitored.If there are people following me , I have no grudges agings them as they are doing their job. AS I can see Singapore is a police state country.SO DON`T BREAK THE RULES!Anyway I was so confused that I did not bring my micro SD card reader.So I can`t really update my blog.
Hugs: Daniel Jason

8:23am

I was preety bored so I took my Wife`s handphone in micro mode.(Click at the picture to enlarge it)

Old Mem

A bad Day

A Bad Day

My Wife calls me stupid. AM I? Err...Yes I am stupid and Dumb. She is very angry with me during these few Days. I think she is stress up. Sorry Dear,

L.D ICE METHOL REVIEW

To The Hospital

I went to the hospital due to the pain I am having physically and emotionally today. To my surprise the doctors are all from Philippines!!! I admit I do not have any discrimination towards them but then…. I shall not “disgust” this.
I was prescribe Tramadol for pain and was given Med leave for one day. Total Cost: SGD$70

My Medical Certificate for one day.

Friends

I have been teaching the manger of a net café, I shall not name for privacy in anti hacking commands as the café has lots of problems. He is from china and a fast learner. There are already a specialize team of people over looking the servers, but he wants to learn. A very accretive person he is indeed.The worst part..... my own computer was being hack!

Night View outside my Home

This is the view of my photo taken with a Point and Shoot camera.I will not grade it as a good shot but there are too few cars and with some lag with the camera this is the best I could do.

MY DEAR DEAR

This is my wife .She is pretty yea.Anyway I am very busy , so my post have to be short.

Water Fun

MR BEAN PART 1I went on a joyride.....??Kidding.. :)

And this is ruby`s new 'house'

I am Ugly yes I am. No charisma Dam it .I am just a crazy guy.you hurt me so deeply till my heart bleed.
The bad guy Daniellim. ANd a toy.

Forgive And Forget

If I have 1 second with the world, I won't give the usual Miss Universe crap about "World Peace".
I don't exactly have a very close relationship with my mother. We were always at odds for as long as I can remember and truth to be told, I used to secretly blame her for a lot of my personality traits. She worries a lot, over small and insignificant matters and somehow that passed on to me during my formative years.I don't blame her now though. I guess time and age changes perceptions.
It's hard to be a parent.(I also don't want to be like Eminem - constantly whining about his mom for causing his problems )

Me And Ruby

Me And Ruby

This is my Dog Rugy as you guys have aready know it.(Short and sweet).

Me Just Me

Me Posting with my stomach suck in.

Looks like I have to reduce my eating habits. Yuks.

i look ugly

I look so ugly in the cooking scene. I thought I will look better with bobby brown cosmetics.,,but you had to put such a ugly scene. At least I am happy to see myself cooking for you.
I pray that next week, you will be released and they give you your passport. Pray that God will grant you favour and the judge will grant you favour to let off from prison and be under CNB supervision/ God please help Daniel and us.

You look real cute but you got a lot of pimples. Better use your Clinique skin care every night! and stay off drugs, legal or illegal , pharmaceutical or otherwise or it will kill your kidney! LOVE YOUR PUI PUI WIFE

My Wife Cooking For me.

My Parents new Lift.

What a Day

This is a new renovation my Parents home had. Simple and short post because I am tired.Click Here to View the Bigger Picture.

I was travelling by the tube to meet my wife and the doors was jam.OMG!!! Anyway she was so immerse with the cosmetics like Bobby Brown etc.... And my Loving Wife even took care of my complexion.

Photos Taken 1 and 1/2 Days before D day

I am a router and Cam Freak!!!!????

I am a Freak??? Messy yea........ with a preety expensive harddisk rec

This is a photo I took while in a hurry to catch a cab home.(Raining OK Daddy)

This is a blister pack of Generic XANAX!! All I can comment is that it has lots of fillers added to the 0.25mg of aprazolam for abuse prevention .(The pills are pretty big!).

A Gift from my wife

This is a gift from my wife. I really love her,as she is kind having a heart of gold and smart.I will take care of it and bring it to my "place of punishment "Hugs your Husband .

Benzodiazepines

BenzodiazepineS.
are used for short treatment for insomnia (trouble sleeping)and anxiety, control of symptoms of acute alcohol withdrawal and other conditions.
Examples of benzodiazepines include lorazepam diazepam,alprazolam,clonazepam nimetazepam.(Pls NOTE: Nimetazepam is a controlled drug under the misuse of drug act)
Precautions on Benzodiazepine use

• Benzodiazepine may make you drowsy or less alert. Do not drive or opreate machinery if affected.Avoid alcohol as it worsens the drowsiness
• These medications can be habit-forming(causing mental or physical dependence), especially with excessive and prolong use
• To prevent severe withdrawal symptoms , consult your doctor or specialist on a discontinuation plan

Zonk Out

Zonk Out

I am really into street photography this time.

Smilling But Sad inside

Smiling but sad

I am so scattered Due to the problems I am facing anyway this how I look when I mask myself.Dear please don`t leave me.I will make effort to Change my behavior.I do not sleep because my time is short.I am making up lost time.Sounds crazy yea but I have to keep myself busy so as not to ruminate about my court case.Don`t worry I will change my sleep patters when I come out from Prison.Sorry Kim forgive me.Love and Hugs Daniel.

Prison

Prison is the best place.(this was coated by some one)
I may not be able to last through today it is whether I Die or go crazy. But I have the confidence of wining the "fight"

Suicidal

Suicidal Thoughts.
I am having constant thoughts to kill myself and end it all.But I will fight the feeling.It is the battle of the wits.

Meeting my parents.

Meeting My Parents

We went to bugis junction to meet up with my parents for lunch in swensen. My loving wife was so upset with me for someting I can`t disclose for abuse prevention.To round out things she had a good time.AS for me I feel extremely empty but I mask it up as not to affect the "love" ones around me.(I promise I will be a change person expressly for my wife after my safra "chalet" stay in changi.)
Stress level. 10/10

Me

Dear Kim I am Sorry I gave you trouble but please don`t leave me because I will not be able to find a wife as kind and fun loving as you.

The streets

Which Will you chose ?

Which will you chose the new PSP or the Brick Game that made a hit in the 90s?

To my love ones

Dear love ones. I can't take the fact that I will go Prison .I feel unjustified that my lawyer asks me to Plead guilty. Please don't get it wrong that I disagree with him. He is a very nice Person and a good lawyer... It is just that I feel unjustified that I am going in for glue .I felt No HIGH. In the beginning. I feel that it is strange when I had no high in the beginning as because I took glue about one to two years ago and know the effects of the drug . I than took about 20 tubes of contact glue to sniff. Strange things happen Example .the plastic bag of glue exploded, and the incidence when a lighter beside me exploding through a very tiny hole.(the lighter was not touch and it was beside me only.)The weird thing was when I heard voices asking me to corporate with them. I sniff about 20 pulse tube in one day and I was not intoxicated at all. I just feel that I was in another world only placebo .I had a Taxi accident was then caught by a plane clouts police officer and was detain till the resource .police officers came after I came out of the hospital. In the later part, I was addicted to Glue. Eg; cold sweat. And confusion. . I was having a fiction left leg at that time. By that time I felt the High. Maybe sniffing 20 tube of contact cement of glue had added to it.
Personal Note:I have already stop the glue rubbish.

My Hair Cut

I have been wanting to have a hair cut two weeks ago and I decided to do it the day before.(sorry for the late post).Any way The guy is a very professional hair stylists.

This is me with my hair stylist from Malaysia!

My PSP

The Need For Speed.........

Kim bought for me a play station that cost SGD $280 it can surf the net too..

My Old Writings.

My Old Writings.

Erimin Nimetazepam is a benzodiazepine originated from Japan it is said to be invented after the chemical nitrazepam was invented in the western countries . It has a faster onset and a shorter half-life compared to Nitrazepam making it a drug of abuse.Nimetazepam distributed more rapidly in the brain than its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam)[faster onset]. The brain concentration of the active metabolites of the former was about twice that of Nitrazepam at 1hour after oral administration. 2. At least four kinds of reactions were involved in the biotransformation of nimetazepam and its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam) (demethylation at N-1,hydroxylation at C-3, reduction of the nitro group at C-7 to the amino group and (iv) subsequent acetylation of the amino group. 3. The 1-N-demethylation of nimetazepam was slow compared with the other three reactions. 4. Nimetazepam was rapidly hydroxylated at C-3, while the 3-hydroxylation of its desmethyl derivative (nitrazepam) was very slow. 5. The reduction of the nitro group at C-7 and subsequent acetylation were important routes for the excretion of these drugs. To Simply things Erimin 5 (nimetazepam) Is a recreational chemical. IT FIRST appeared on the local drug scene three years ago when more than 90,000 pills were seized. Now, the tranquilliser Erimin-5, or nimetazepam, has become the drug of choice among abusers. Many of the 793 drug abusers arrested last year were on Erimin-5, according to the CNB’s annual drugs report Erimin-5 had displaced the previous year's favoured drug, ketamine. Testing for Erimin-5 was began in January 2004. There are people who still think Erimin-5 is not detectable. The truth is Nimetazepam is classified under the Benzodiazepine family and when an accuse is tested positive from the Instant urine test for benzodiazepines , the urine sample will be taken to the Health Science Authority for the analysis for the chemical . In the streets an Erimin-5 tablet costs between S$6 (RM13.80) and S$8 (RM18.40), while 1g of ketamine costs between S$40 (RM92) and S$50 (RM115). Unlike so-called “party drugs” like Ecstasy and ketamine, Erimin-5 is a depressant and seen as a “soft” drug. It can also be obtained easily compaired to other drugs In Singapore Erimin is Scheduled under the Misuse of drug act ( Chapter 185 )It is scheduled under class A which carries a Mandory Jaill therm. A trafficker can face up to a maximum of 10 years in prison and 5 Strokes of the cane. As for illegal possession or consumption of Nimetazepam a person can face up to 10 years of imprisonment or S$20,000 fine or both. Written by:Daniel Lim

Hack version.

To My Dad

To My Loving Dad.

I am sorry for what I have done Dad please forgive me.Mistakes had been done and I can`t undo it,I love you not for your Money . But I love you as a Father and a care giver. Love Daniel Lim .

Mixture

Street photography

This picture was taken with a 3x zoom lens. Believe it or not

The Fuzzy Bear. And Fuck the Delay............

This is street photography Click on street photography to know more.

This is a lists of photos I took with Point and Shoot Camera.With an SLR..?????
Old Memories

I am Condemn of my picture in the web.Search Dhasedyl and I am On the list. Even my silly picture of me (this) is in the photo Tab under under Google.My old web site and domain had been demolish.It should be a site on controlled benzodiazepine abuse.Click here to view my torn down pictures and some writtings.

Building is a task

I tried to fix this table but I was too stupid to do that.

The Meet Up

The Meet UP

I went out with my mum and met my wife today.

Anyway I am too tired to Blog and am going to have some rest.

Vampire ??????