I am so worried that I will be cuff and arrested tomorrow as because I have to go for a urine test tommow.I have enough of this shit and have been obeying the rules in Singapore.A factor that 'mad' me feel like ending it all because I can`t go to Paris and England.We have not been on a honey moon trip yet.Back stabbing etc.... just end it all you stupid boy...(thinking in my mind)But I told myself to obey the rules and stop overdosing myself from today onwards for my Dear wife 
Kim.
Kim.