My Dinner With my Parents and Wife

This is me with my wife and parents

Today I had dinner with my parents and my loving wife and I was very happy. It's just like reminescing about the past where I had dinner with my family weekly. I hope this can be done more often because this is the best antidepressent I ever had in my life.

The above is my loving wife where I swear I will never leave. Back in the days where I joined a band and building our own records to the day I do music with technology, I plan to give that up for her. Anyway, there is lots of good composers out there and the music industry is down.

WEBCAM SHOTS.

My Ugly Face?!

High And Dry

I using a net cafe to do this blog and it is so Dam slow and Expensive.O yea...I had just seen the Doctor nearby to get Slimming pills .....Yes I have to admit I am too fat, but My wife thinks it is OK. But I er...know myself Better. SGD$8 per Pill(My God!)Total cost $75 Dollars .

Acquitted

I report to the CNB 27 Sep 2011 Tuesday with a heavy heart thinking that the officers from the Central Narcotics Bureau will fix me up and charge me in court. When I went there, my officer which I shall not name, was very nice to me and took a statement from me. All in all, I was happy that I passed all the urine tests that was sent to the Health Science Authority and I have enough evidence to prove to them that I did not take any substances under the Misuse of Drugs Act. All in all, I am already 32 this year and I am married with a very good wife, more so giving me the adrenaline rush to get back to society and work again. As for another case I have discussed with the Samaritans of Singapore they said that I should not be worried at all. To be frank with you guys, I was a ex-shatec student training to be a chef and I carry a set of extremely sharp knives of different lengths to go to school. Anyway, I know that I have to know the word responsibility and my wish is to have a baby. Daniel.

The following is written by Daniel's wife: I brought Daniel to church today. He was confused and talked non-stop before the service and during the service he said that he felt the spirit moving. After the service, he was more calm and quiet. Pray hard that God bless Daniel and he has no more police cases, can go back to work and lead a normal life. Most of all, that his father will be pleased with him.

Winnie The Pooh

Winny the pooh and a good days rest.

12 Ocrober 2011 will be the happiest day of my life

I had went through a whole year of supervision by the Central Narcotics Bureau Singapore for inhalent abuse and I am so happy that I could get a job in the corporate world. I know my education level is not that high but I have talents in different aspects where they need me. I know it is a rough year as which executive will employ an employee with a drug record. If I am living in United States of America it is a whole different storey. But be realistic I am now in Singpaore and there is a stigma against drug addicts especially in the corporate world.I have this fear that they may make things difficult for me as because they said that I am no MCs for 3 days. But my wife will know very well that only a moron will not report to the CNB without an Medical Certificate. I have called up my officers and they said everything will be fine. Hey guys, you can't blame me but I have been fooled many times before. So I am kinda of paranoid and insecure whether what they say is true or not. Anyway, I have finished my supervision and I am all ready to go to start a brand new career.I always have the feeling that the CNBureaus main objective is to persecute people instead of helping them. But I think I have the wrong perception. I believe the government have set up this organisation so as to rehabilitate and to get people back to society. Frankly my sister has a master's degree in occupational therapist and she is also helping others to get back into society, back to the working life. All I could say is glue has affected me so badly in the past that I think the CNB's main objective is only to persecute addicts. Wish me luck in my new life.

Afternote:5 Mins later I recived this letter from a police man.(click on the image to enlarge)

Forever young

I wish that I am in my teens again having bouts of energy and stamina to excel in things, especially music. I was trained from the Yamaha Music Academy and I was majoring in electone and minoring in piano. I really miss playing my instruments because me and my wife are kind of staying in a small apartment. Imagine bringing my electone and getting inspiration at night. That will wake the whole neighbourhood up. Anyway, my last blog was 15mg.blogspot.com and I do not take hard drugs anymore. I always put a point and tell myself not to consume drugs under the Misuse of Drugs Act. All in all, I have the support of my loving wife to stop going to rave parties like in Koh samui, Thailand. I hope one day that I will be clean from every substances including cigarettes. Wish me luck guys.
love and hugs: Daniel