Me and My DAD

This is a Picture of my Dad and me.My dad is the person that I admire the most. This is not the first time I have written about him – as I grow older, I get closer and understand him even more. As a kid, especially during my pubescent years where I made it my personal crusade to be the most rebellious little shit in the world, he stood by me.I never understood why.
He believed in me when I went into a period of an intense hedonistic lifestyle of drugs, alcohol and indiscriminate sex. My dad never supported my choices though – I remember the first time I was arrested – I expected him to bail me out of jail, but he didn’t. I was in there for the standard 14 day remand until a friend bailed me out.
…now some of you might think that means he doesn’t love me. No, that isn’t true. It means he loves me so much he wants me to learn. I didn’t at that time but he kept on believing in me and encouraging me to sort out my life.He would just tell me his personal take on things and advice me on life. I have always hated his advice – advice being the worse kind of vice and all that – but as I grew older, I started to appreciate it.
Now that I’m turning 34 I find myself looking to him for counsel for all the difficult decisions in life.
I wish I had more time to tap into his wisdom and life experience. Sure, there’s a huge generation gap between us but some things in life will always be true. I have learned love from him – and I believe I will be able to provide the same kind of unconditional love – agape – to my future childrend

Picture Taken with an Android

This is a picture taken With an Android Cell phone.Ratting? 3 Stars

I am happy today

This are are pictures of me being 'happy'.I am Masking myself most of  the time. Don`t you know how I feel? I feel sad most of the time.

These are the few occasions I am 'normal'

A Gift From My Wife

I was so happy to see what my wife got for me! And it is a cup with my old suite . If I was not wrong it was taken  in Orange Tea. A pro ag....

My AMD Althlon 64 Winchester Is heating up!

My setup Is heating up for no reason? I clean the CPU casing and have enough fans to create a Storm. My last setup was a AMD Athlon 64 3200+ Venice 2.0GHz , and it works very smoothly for me ...till some bad experience I will radder not think about.

The Late night trip to Geylang

I was late and took a Cab from Geylang after supper.Just love the lights...I found out that I had not arm myself with my trusty camera so I had no choice but to use my crapp 2megapix camera from my cell Phone.

ON SET

Masking my Fear

Before I leave the Bunk

Dog Tag Video

Click To View The Video

I know I had Posted about the Dog tag,And now is the Video Of IT!

MY Angel

I got this stone carving from my wife,and it sits on my Keyboard.
says.....

I am 33 yrs old

Depressing yea.... It has been quite some time i have not done technical styles of writing having my own signature to what i write. it has been 33 years living in this place called earth. i know some times things may not be what you hope for but circumstances made it no choice but to swallow the big pill. i know it is hard to swallow but if not there will not be improvement i 've pushed myself to the limits before when i was younger but i have not done so now i feel really weaken by the things that had encountered during these few years. Anyway, i hope that this place called planet earth will be a beautiful and peaceful place. Cheers guys.

I am being hack by ?...

I count myself blessed with a family and I know there are people in a worst situation .

Bloging with my IPad

I am using my IPad to Blog.
I am so thrilled.The best part?You need not have to enter CSS codes (picture taken via ipad)

Me and my Wife

The hunchback Husband

The need for speed.

My wife got me this drink because I had been drinking RED BULL that contains too much sugar

All in all the vit B's is the way to go.

The Move Over

I got my new setup the AMD 64 3000+(Winchester).I will not go into the details of the specs.I know it is a slow processor, but I am tight in cash.

webcam test

Two years warranty!

I just purchased a web cam for my computer.I did an test shot of myself and realised that it was much clearer than the old cam I had.

After note:I am sorry I was wearing this picture , as it may cause me to look like an Ah Beng.

I am Stress Up

This is an example of me masking myself...(even though I feel empty)BTY..I just got my hair cut and wa la...It looks Neat!

I am Fat!!!!

Mr Fatty that's my friend Mr Jeffrey Nike for me

This is a photo of me years ago........Reminiscing the time I was still staying with my parents and everyday is a summer holiday.(sounds crappy yea)

Equinox

The End Of the World????I am Just Crazy!

Sio Bai Nian

Ipad2

960×720 still camera with 5× digital zoom, 0.7 MP.[5]


Pad 2

The iPad 2 is available in black or white.
Developer
Apple Inc.
Manufacturer
Foxconn
Product family
iPad
Type
Tablet computer
Release date
March 11, 2011[show]
United States
March 25, 2011[show]
Australia
Austria
Belgium
Canada
Czech Republic
Denmark
Finland
France
Germany
Greece
Iceland
Italy
Ireland
Hungary
Luxembourg
Mexico
Netherlands
New Zealand
Norway
Poland
Portugal
Spain
Sweden
Switzerland
United Kingdom
April 29, 2011[show]
Japan
Hong Kong
India
Israel
Macau
Malaysia
Philippines
Singapore
South Africa
South Korea
Turkey
United Arab Emirates
May 6, 2011[show]
China
Croatia
Estonia
Latvia
Lithuania
Thailand
May 27, 2011[show]
Colombia
Brazil
Peru
Russia
Taiwan
Ukraine
Discontinued
32GB, 64GB (7 March 2012)
Operating system
iOS 5.1Released March 7, 2012; 61 days ago (2012-03-07)
Power
Internal rechargeable non-removable 25 W·h (90 kJ) lithium-ion polymer battery
CPU
1 GHz dual-core Apple A5
Storage capacity
16 GB, 32 GB, or 64 GB(Flash memory)[1]
Memory
512 MB DDR2 (1066 Mbit/s RAM)[2]
Display
9.7 inches (250 mm) 4:3 aspect ratio at 132 ppiResolution: 1024×768 px (XGA) (1080p – video out via Apple Digital AV Adapter; support simultaneous charging)[3]
Graphics
PowerVR SGX543MP2[4]67 MPolygon/s2 GPixel/s fill rate
Sound
Frequency response: 20 Hz to 20,000 HzAudio Formats: HE-AAC (V1 and V2), AAC (8 to 320 kbit/s), Protected AAC (from iTunes Store), MP3 (8 to 320 kbit/s), MP3 VBR, Audible (formats 2, 3 & 4, AEA, AAX, and AAX+), Apple Lossless, AIFF, and WAV; support 5.1 Dolby Digital Surround pass-through[1]
Input
Multi-touch touch screen, headset controls, proximity and ambient light sensors, three-axis gyroscope, microphone, magnetometer, accelerometer, assisted GPS + cellular (3G model only), micro-SIM card tray (3G-GSM model only)
Camera
Front: Video recording, VGA up to 30 frame/s with audio, VGA-quality still camera, 0.3 MP.[1]Back: Video recording, 1280x720 up to 30 frame/s with audio,


Touchpad
Capacitive touchscreen[6]
Connectivity
Wi-Fi (802.11 a/b/g/n)Bluetooth 2.1 + EDRWi-Fi + 3G GSM model also includes: UMTS / HSDPA
Online services
iTunes Store, App Store, MobileMe, iBookstore, Game Center, Photo Booth, iCloud
Dimensions
9.50 in (241 mm) (height)7.31 in (186 mm) (width)0.346 in (8.8 mm) (depth)
Weight
Wi-Fi model: 1.33 lb (600 g)Wi-Fi + 3G model (GSM): 1.35 lb (610 g)Wi-Fi + 3G model (CDMA): 1.34 lb (610 g)
Predecessor
iPad
Successor
iPad (3rd generation) Related articles
iPad, iPhone, iPod touch (Comparison)
Info and Pictures taken from :wikipedia.org

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Relexing

Days Of Our Time

I am feeling very disturbed these two days.I have been hearing auditory voices.I know this "Mystic" use for a long time as a way government agents Use for easement.

Mm

Times Of Our Lives

I am so very stressed up .I am now in Tei chi Geylang .It has free wifi ...It makes things very pleasant for people who needs to access to networks. I have a court case coming very soon ,and am afraid that it will turn up ugly.Anyway I am copping with this stress every sec every min ,every hourly ,every day. Wish me luck........

Twicking My AMD Computer

I have been tweaking my Operating System(Windows Xp professional) for an hour and was very please with it.I am not really a Computer Savvy person so it takes time and effort with errors. (sharks!)
Anyway I have been very depress these few months and had no Drive to do even the simples things.

It's all about the Pentiums SONG.

Really Funny Song

I just felt really silly but "Funny" when I heard this song.I could still remember the first time I was convince that a apple Computer is better then the Other rival Intel.(AMD was Not Release yet.)I though that Linux(the ONES 1 and The OSss o)was stable but I was wrong when my system crashes during one of my music session.I am really thinking of buying a Mac when I realise that it can chose between two Operating System.I may have the chance to Purchase One with the Specifications I needed.But it will be just a dream....BTY I have a ipad so I may still be able to use it as a workhorse.
Click Here.

The Face Behind a cloud

This a a clip of me trying hard to be happy after having a mental "Breakdown" less than 5mins before and this shows I can still Mask my Depression and emptiness not to say my persona.I am Extreamly tired and sick of hiding my feelings.....I wish I could have a piano here

The Gay Side Of Me?

I know some thongs is hard to acept

I am being a Freak!

Office 2010 The Movie .You guys have to watch this movie.

Not being able to sleep is crazy

This is my fourth NIGHT that I could not sleep.I kept tossing and turning on bed for 5 hrs till I was so frustrated it went to score hoping that could induce dizziness.Went to IHM was told I am OK with hurting myself.I fell like hurting myself as quiting Codeine and stopping Benzodiazepine Therapy for 8to 9 years is not easy when one decided to quit,Going to the same old clinic Daily is not pleasant and Dangerous(no label on the 120ml bottle.)They will " act burr " it for sure.Before I could tell the Mo about where I obtain the codeine he mumbled something about Geylang ...blah blah girls?????extremely softly to himself. Ha!is he OK...or not.3 Min's past reading my case notes and he was very hostile towards me.Saying he will tell the CNB that I am ON Codeine.Before I could finish mouthing about the location of the clinic for fear of the Officers he change the topic ineptly and say not being able to sleep is normal. even 3 nights and 4 days.I remained him as codeine slurp contain promethezine etc....... and stoping it would affect on my brain chemistry.I ask why I was not given Benzos....he just ask me to get out or the will call the Cops. not the cicso officers.I went home feeling very sad(not even realising I have only 30 dollars left bucause the consultion is SGD$80 Dollars pluse excluding GST as I had not clear the past Debts.(I feel a pinch in my poor heart now)Total Cost:$110 and 7 tablets of 10mg valium.

Today I GO

Sometimes the Truth is hard to accept.Clone.

Not asleep for 6Days 5Nights

I am very tweaked out and burn out till no "after burners left".(sill can Joke?)I am the Joy to my Dad all my life.It is when I got a dispute with my mother that spoil it.I was in the Institute of Mental Health E Room wee hours in the morning.120hrs+ - .I told the medical officer my problems and am extremey stress out.To cut things short after reading some facts? in my file...his Demeanour change 360degrees.He said I am OK and have no problems at all.(not the exact words is said.)

Topping up my Prepaid Sim Card

Singapore M1 service provider
I am so Dam silly thinking aboult those days waking 200Pluse Meters to and form the petrol station to buy those plastic cards...with different value and plan. Till I realise that I can just top up my cell phone value in less then one min.
The URL is To remind my retarded self is http://topup.m1.com.sg/enet/topup.jsp
After Note:Any One With uses this , can click on the URL

M1 SingaporeLimited is Copyright © 2012 . All rights reserved.

I can`t ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

I have not slept for 4 Days 3 nights.WTF....MUST have Sia Sal La Yor...........

Burn Out

I have not! slept the night before and had alot of ATS to keep myself awake Pluse the strongest rbull.

WHAT!!I must be nuts.

Night Picture Taken with a 2mp Cam

I have lost enough cell phones to decided and put a very Crazy picture on my cell phone wallpaper hoping people will not steal it.I am not joking because I have lost enough very cheap cells and this will not repeat .(This is NOT a smart phone.)anyway it is a slave at the moment.errrrrrr.........mmmmm

.The End?

Dear Dear and Me.

This photo was shot two days ago with my Cell Phone.It is a 3 mega pixel quality!!! but the shutter release was too short making the picture dark,having me to brighten it using a photo editing software.The photo was also not compose well...I think I have not know the optimum way to hold the phone`s shutter release button yet causing some camera shake. (sharks!.....not use to my cell phone camera yet).