Blogging in the Libary

I am posting in the Library now and am too stress out. I have a court case agains me and am ask by my lawer wife to plea not guity.

Prison

Prison
I am going to prison soon and have this constant though of ending my live.Anyway I am dying.

Camera

My new Kodak one time use camera.

I got a new spare camera for about 20 plus for my blog pictures.

I will have to do alots of scaning now

Hoo ha

I am going to get married in 18 December.SO happy......very(I hope people will not spoilt the moment)

The Ultimatum

Hi guys. Things have not been working out fine for me.That is because my leg is hurting. Anyway I am going through hard time in my life this period. And I hope you bear in mind and forgive me.

D Day

D Day
Hi guys, it's me again. I do not know if you still care about me or not.I fractured my leg and was hospitalised for 2 months in hospital.But once I was out,I've been to police custody after police custody for inhalent abuse. What a pity that a smooth criminal ending up taking glue and get caught.(I am feeling extremely shameful now) The reason why I take glue is because of nuclear science.explain to you in the future.

I have changed my lifestyle and decided not to be a thug anymore. even before December. Just bad luck may be. When I was in the prison lock-up, I was pinned to the floor. handcuffed on both legs. and hands. They drag me to the cell where I was there for more than 12 hours. I will count myself lucky that I was not in Australia where they handle "delinquents" roughly.

I am getting married

I am getting married. fei fei getting married to fei fei. i decided that i am no more young anymore. my birthday is Sep 3. I will be 30 years old. all my past girlfriends are dumb dumb. so i found a new one. i have been with her for more than 1 year. from June last year.

i am getting fatter and i scared nobody want me. I am too tired now cos i fractured my leg and have been in hospital for more than 6 weeks. my girlfriend visits me every day.I decided that i will get married to a matured girl. as it is more wise. i AM Kinda tired now and i will continue blogging about her and the marriage the next few posts.

Am getting Paranoid and Crazy?

I am hearing voices the last few days. I was in Alice in wonderland, having to cope with the voice I hear .Stress really intensive stress that’s what I am feeling now. I think I am having P,D.S.D(post traumatic stress disorder)After the episode I had. Till now can feel the vibes that people are beside me may it be one or more. To make things worst I have the feeling that I am under surveillance. Sharks!!!!!!!! L God help…………I am asking for forgiveness .I promise I will behave

Earning Cash is not easy

I just finish my work for today and really feeling very tired only 1 Transaction in these 4 days for PropNex.I now realised that making money is not that easy.My goal now is to buy a car but money is still a problem.Anyway It`s now going to be 9pm and I am still in the office.Very Tired

Tired

I am now in PropNex using the computer. I have to stand and use so I am very tired.

My cell phone is driving me nuts.

I am still not use to my new cell phone .It is so hard to use and it`s not user-friendly at all. As for the ecstatic part it is great!

LG Phone

LG CELL PHONE REVIEW
I am using the LG KP105 Cell phone after I lost the trusty one that was from Samsung. It is not that user friendly and that makes me piss off. Anyway I got to be a miser due to the recession.
Pros:
CHEAP.
No Camera
FM Radio
Calendar/Memo/Alarm
Sudoku
Battery lasted 6 days with light usage of SMS and talking

Cons:
FM requires headset
Can't do other stuffs (like SMS-ing) while in FM mode
Keys are tough to press.
No custom wallpaper/ ringtone

My new Stuff

I just took 20 Tabs of Clonazepam or Ravotril in Chile .It really calms me down.

I have to than use the new LUMIX camera in place of the old stolen one.

And also a cheap cell phone.

Afternote:I will never trust a cab driver again in Singapore

Taxi Ass

Today is a bad day for me. I lost my Cell phone and my camera that cost about SGD200 what happen was I was taking a cab. I than ask the cab travel to wait for me for a few minis and when I came out in a flash he was gone driving off with my belongings. Total cost lost:$400

Me and my Coffee Sainted teeth

This is a picture of me with the Stain ted teeth please click to see my guly teeth.(coffee.mmmmmmm)But It is clean now. YES!!Tip: Don`t drink coffee before a photo shoot

Me in IKEA

ME And GF

I am depress

There are so may things that happen these few day that I find it uncomfortable to blog about all in all Humans are all imperfect .But each of us has it’s own conscience to deal with.

Matrix

I am been buying cell phones that I don’t need lately. I purchase it from a 24 hours Shop name 7-11. I got to save. Anyway…… I can share it with my grandmother….hee hoe.

Valium

Valium
I am hook or dependent on the medication called Valium or Diazepam .IMH prescribe it for me but I feel that it fries my brain cells up.You can see the Roche's latest Valium Monograph by clicking on the link.Anyway I am getting married and have decided to reduce the dosage.The file is in PDF format so you guys need Adobe reader to view it.ANyway I am tired.

SAMPOERNA

SAMPOERNA Cigarettes

This is the cigarettes my Wife Love. I introduce her this
Cigarettes that comes with the blend of the fineness tobacco and cloves, and she likes it.

AM I a Playboy

Am I a Playboy??

I have piss my Wife to be till I really went nuts.

Anyway she puts me in a no mens land and I found my way out.

I Will Miss You Sister

I will Miss you Sister Hugs your little Brother

CLICK ON THE PICTURES TO ENLARGE

Atarax

Today i went to the hospital to take some medication to relax myself. I went to see a psychiatrist and I ask him for atarax. He was not very pleased and mentioned about things like addiction.I was shocked that he know that this Antihistamine can produce a very calm and slight euphoria effect. Anyway, I got skin escema and use it as an excuse to obtain it. He gave me seven tablets and I decided to take 2 tabs tonight.

My Family`s new Golden Retriver.

My Family`s new Golden Retriver.

Breakin In Orchard Road

BREAK IN!

I was passing my the town area when I saw a smashed up drink freezer.

My hand can easily but inside to take a few can out..

As you can see there is a section where there is no glass at all

ASCII art

ASCII Art
I aways want to learn the skill of ASCII Art.you can check out this cool guy at http://www.chris.com/. He is really good.

My Nokia N1200

My Nokia That cost SGD$40

I am very please with my Nokia N1200. It has a long battery life and includes a L.E.D 

Here is a closer look at my cell phone.

Addicted

Addicted
I am less dependent on substances only codeine to deal with.My Girlfriend is piss off that I have to go to the streets to score for it.All in all it make me numb and feel less empty.Being prescription abuser is not very nice for my family`s reputation. I have decided to go for some anti-depression medication for the problem.(Dirty mood brightener that`s what Golf Golf called it.)

My pets

My pet rabbit

This is my two pet rabbits I have at my GF house , she took me to a pet shop and got them..Kim I want to tell you that you are the one girl I love unconditionally and the only one I will marry.

Test drive

Test Driving

My Girlfriend was invited to go for a test drive at Porsche center for a test drive.

As you can see there is a verity of Porches to chose from .I am going for the 911. Cheers..

Tap

Sad just sad Wolf I will miss you.............

My Nokia Cell phone

I Love my Nokia N1200 so much.I prefer it to the Sony Ericsson's T700. I believe in simplicity.My Girlfriend is using the T700.This Nokia`s battery life is very long and it is just a plan usable phone no internet or even lcd vga
screen.I just love it....

Wolf

We will aways Remember you.

You came as an angel to us, small and cute,

young and mischievous.

Seeing you grow up to be a strong and mature animal,

you are a man's best friend.

Woof, you are a diamond in our eyes, with golden eyes.

God sent you here to make our day but took you away,

an angel sent by God

we will always remember you.

The way to the Hospital

I am down with a virus infection and had to go to the hospital anyway I am too sick to blog. 

Just ME

JUST ME!!I am back in action :)

Just Me!!

Hi guys I have not been blogging for sometime as I was not able to get a Broadband connection in the place I am staying.


Anyway I am now in a net cafe with my new Nokia N1200 Cell Phone.I got is for just SGD$45 and I am happy with the simplicity of this phone.


I have been busy setting up small severs......

And this is what my wife to be got for me...

Gprs

I am blogging with 3G or gprs now so I may not be updating my blog that often it is pretty expensive so I am keeping to my budget. Till I get a fix broadband line.

Me and my fiance

Me and my fiance

This is a picture of me and my fiance after buying some computer hardware from Sim Lim Square.

Me And My Dad

This is a photo of me and my Dad.It`s has been a lot time since me have really been together.You Guys can click on all the pictures on this blog to see the full view of the pictures...Cheers and hugs From : Act1

The view

I was in my girlfriend`s mom`s home today , and decided to take a photo from the place I was.Pretty lame .......

Me and my "wife"

This is a picture of me and my Wife....I am just kidding.But I will make her mind one day.

SKL CIG REVIEW

SLK Cigarette review

I am going to do a very short review on this SLK cigarettes I got .....was a blend of Tobacco with strawberry flavour.This brand also reduces the scent of the smoke that elimates from the lighted stick !

I am depress

I am Depress

Am I a Born Losser?? Maybe....But anyway I will aways love you forever Kim.Hugs Daniel Lim.

I am not photogenic?

Who says I am not photogenic ??

My ugly picture

Freaky pictures of me. I am not photogenic???

This is one of my pictures my girlfriend commented I look freaky. I think so too men. Beacuse if you look closer, my eyeballs are dilated. Anyway it's like I have not been cutting my hair for the last few months and see how it goes.
How I wish I was photogenic.My girlfriend says that I look better in real life.

Gf Writings

Hi, I am Kim, Daniel's gf. It is not easy to be with Daniel because he has borderline personaility disorder. I did some research on the internet and our quarrel over $50 was due to one of his anger outburst at someone he loves as this is one of the symptoms with people with BPD. I am not very bothered with counting money but I do believe that guys should pay for girls. However, Daniel is not exactly unreasonable as I recount the past. It is just his BPD problem, things like obsessing with fighting, the army, substance abusing, breaching the law are part of BPD. I do feel bad for his father who gives him money but what can I do? When I ask him to go to work he is not bothered, I am still scratching my head. So to you girls who are watching this blog very carefully as to when we break up, well, be prepared for big headaches with this guy. Bad enough he is DAMN goodlooking, you got to see him in person to believe me, he is also a very kind, gentle and the sweetest guy you will ever meet. But be warned by me, you better do alot of research on BPD AND the cure. THere is none except what his shrink told him, the answer for him is a relationship. Maybe God wants me to save this guy. THrough interaction with him and providing a good example of responsibility and reality, perhaps he will slowly change for the good. But be always mindful never to push him too much, because if you really love him, you will understand that being BPD is a very painful position to be in , physically, mentally and emotionally. Why is he BPD? I found out from the net, sexual abuse as a child. When questionsed, he told me that that is correct only today. I guess his parents accidentally left him with a JW uncle and neglected him resulting in him being like that. It is not his fault. Is it his parent's fault? I guess not too. Because both his parents have to work. I just wish and pray that his father will be more understanding because his parents are now abandoning him.
Written by Kim

Gf Withings

Benzodiazepines Withdrawal.

Benzodiazepine Withdrawals
I am having a hard time with a long-acting benzodiazepine, namely diazepam.I am with back with my girlfriend, Kim and like I said I will not have another girl in my life because she is sweet. Just got 2 bunnies today, rabbits with her and they are really cute. I will be posting pictures of them soon as I left my digital camera in my parents' house. My parents just came from a trip to China and my dad is really in a bad mood including my mom. Called Kim this afternoon and she was nice enough to pay for my food and drinks.Anyway, she is the nicest girl I ever met in my life and will not go back to my old lifestyle of changing girlfriends now and then. Cheers. From Act1