I am sad

I feel so confused and sad that this thing had happen.If only there is peace that will be wonderful.

I am depress

?Why must there be hardship in life

Expressions

Got IT

Fake!!!

Silly ya

I need to learn to be displine

I did some self reflection of myself and realise I am self centered person. I am aways saying me me me all the time.

I just setup my home network

I am so stress up because my wife is angry with me.I got to tell myself to meet up to her expect ions

DVD Drive Working! :)

I realise that my D.V.D Driver is working now.I am so stupid (what you pay is what you get). I am so relive that it is now relible and stable.

My Second hand DvD Drive is not working.

Sharks.

I am Depress

I have been depress lately and Venlafaxine is not kicking in.

My W10

 

This is the W10 Sony Ericsson I just Purchase .It brings back memories into the retro Era.

I miss my family

A pro shot. Not by me

Chain reaction

I had A drinking problem and codeine,in the past....Now it is Atarax.....is it never ending. chain reaction

At home and nothing to do

I am at home and I have nothing to do. I am so stress up that the computer my parents have.  keeps getting attacked .I can`t use the inter net. I hope the hacker will just leave it alone.

I need a helping hand

I have learnt that staying in a normal neighbourhood is hard. I was always protected by my family or it is time for me to see the world.

Mycell phone needs a new battery.

I need a new cell battery as the old one is spoilt. I got to change you and give up on you.Because you are "useless" to me.

My Computer is BACK! :0)

There was some issues with my Computer and today I got my personal computer back and it is in top notch Shape. The damage (CD Rom jams when there is it has no disk in it.), was Fix!!! They are fast and very professional and best of all home corral service.5 STARS for their Work.

Photo Editing

I have accept the use of photo editing. It is like a darkroom in film photography. I am still not use to talking photos with a IPhone 4  and have not get the  correct way of having the optimal hold of using a iPhone to take pictures .

Is anyone tapping my cell Phone?

My cell Phone battery is draining out faster than usual. Could someone be tapping my cell phone?.....

My trusty cell phone.

I have just clean my old and reliable cell phone.It is my main cell even I have new androids or smart phones.

Depress

Dear Dear is Depress......Overwork maybe?

Striking a balance

It is 1:44 am in the morning and I am not planning to sleep till I get myself “fix”.BTY I am still in the process of fine tuning my blog trying to tweak whatever I could do to make it look more artistic and “hip”. I knows it is how a person blogs and not more of than its visual outlook. But it is a gain.

Mysticism

I am feeling confused and it is because of things that are mystic happening to me. Will not go into the detail, as not to implicate people and most of all, I have no prove.

OSK

A temp keyboard!! :o)

I am Vain

I am vain, I admit but , I am getting uglier? The reason.....Think!

Sad

My computer`s network enter net is down after I gave my Wi-Fi password to a group of neighbors so I had to use a laptop to do my blogging. I am still hurt after being a person or people pleaser. Anything is possible in hacking or cracking. I am not saying they intentionally did it or do it, but the IMEI’s 15 Numbers!!?(I will not go into the details as it is too completed even for ``````````myself) Was ask to trace. Which I did not preventing myself from being hurt. (Those computer savvy guys will get my point about the IMEI thing, as it is just not a wireless phone or net)Anyway I am going to tug myself to sleep and get over it. Even the keyboard is damage due to my typing.

Why Do I keep taking photos of myself alone ?

The reasone I have to take pictures of myself alone is just my lifestyle.I am usally alone and I don`t really like to "party". BTY I

Purchase this hooty not to look 'COOL' but to mask myself.

Stupit Pictures of me.

The moment.

Time has past People had change the only thing is to love me.

I need to trust

I hope your Love for me will aways be there.

If i Have Wings?

Every one make mistakes big or small(sounds silly sorry.....It is the future that is the most important. But in some Circumstamces one needs and wants  a helping hand but no Avail .Is there a future for me....

Will someone pick up a doggy??

I am depress when I do not have the feeling of well being.....I am sad when I am alone ...I am bored when no on listens to me.

I am A BORN Frailer  .

To the internet cafe

I am now in the internet cafe .I drag my beloved wife to follow me (sorry,,,,,)Anyway it is a nice place and I had a good time. I love going to net cafes because of the crowd?! 

I am in Mayasia

I am now in Malaysia Malacca . As you guy know, I love exotic pharmaceuticals so I decided to visit a doctor!To cut things short Benzodiazepines are really a CONTROLLED DRUG here. He was so afraid to give me two (2) Xanax. He said that he may go to jail if he 'sell' it. Anyway more pictures of this holiday coming up!

550 hrs in the Net Cafe

I love Dear Dear the Most!

My New Hair Cut

I just cut my hair today in a Solon .Looks GREAT!!!

I am Happy!

I hope every day will be the same                         

Nokia 100

My wife got for me a cell phone. It cost SGT$40.The only problem is there is no ear piece. Sturgs

I am NOT a Black Hat

I am now in the Internet cafe wee hours in the morning.Nothing to do, is depressing enough.shrugs....Please click to view more

Memories of My trip to KL Maylasia

My Sony XPERIA Neo MT11 and Android ver 4.0

I am having problems with my cell phone I upgrade my Android Ver 4.0.4 and it has lags a bit at times. I know that Rooting my Cell phone will void the warranty so I decided not to it.1 GHz Qualcomm Snapdragon processor is not powerful enough. :=( . Just like I felt before upgrading).-

Fat

Me a Model???Now fat pig.....(just one of my happy days)

Time flys

Time flys....really

Facts on how I feel aboult BPD

Hi guys I am going  to write a serious and true facts of how I feel for my mental illness. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder by the doctor in 2002 or one I am not really sure shit me. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder of BPD. What I feel is it is me and not taken from other facts that i read. Basically speaking I feel sad every day. I feel that i cannot fit into society and I am different from anyone. It is like i feel really sad but i try to mask my sadness and try to look happy. When I was in my 20s i admit i was really promiscuous but frankly speaking i am not now because I am married.

It is tiring to mask myself to be happy and sometimes I do things like mutilate myself so that I can take away the feeling and the sadness and frustration I feel. I will then tell people I had slash myself and try to get their attention. That's all guys i am tired and I want to get some rest.
                                 Cheers Don

Hair Sclerosis

I have been suffering from this for a long time.It looks gross.I am now in the net cafe and have limited time. Anyway looking at the bright side, I don`t blam anyone.

RED

Why is everything Red??

2:32am in a netcafe

My hew hair Cut .

The fall

I am intoxicated!

My Christmas tree

Acting Tough

I am not fit I am FAT!