Days Of Our Time

I am feeling very disturbed these two days.I have been hearing auditory voices.I know this "Mystic" use for a long time as a way government agents Use for easement.

Mm

Times Of Our Lives

I am so very stressed up .I am now in Tei chi Geylang .It has free wifi ...It makes things very pleasant for people who needs to access to networks. I have a court case coming very soon ,and am afraid that it will turn up ugly.Anyway I am copping with this stress every sec every min ,every hourly ,every day. Wish me luck........

Twicking My AMD Computer

I have been tweaking my Operating System(Windows Xp professional) for an hour and was very please with it.I am not really a Computer Savvy person so it takes time and effort with errors. (sharks!)
Anyway I have been very depress these few months and had no Drive to do even the simples things.

It's all about the Pentiums SONG.

Really Funny Song

I just felt really silly but "Funny" when I heard this song.I could still remember the first time I was convince that a apple Computer is better then the Other rival Intel.(AMD was Not Release yet.)I though that Linux(the ONES 1 and The OSss o)was stable but I was wrong when my system crashes during one of my music session.I am really thinking of buying a Mac when I realise that it can chose between two Operating System.I may have the chance to Purchase One with the Specifications I needed.But it will be just a dream....BTY I have a ipad so I may still be able to use it as a workhorse.
Click Here.

The Face Behind a cloud

This a a clip of me trying hard to be happy after having a mental "Breakdown" less than 5mins before and this shows I can still Mask my Depression and emptiness not to say my persona.I am Extreamly tired and sick of hiding my feelings.....I wish I could have a piano here

The Gay Side Of Me?

I know some thongs is hard to acept

I am being a Freak!

Office 2010 The Movie .You guys have to watch this movie.

Not being able to sleep is crazy

This is my fourth NIGHT that I could not sleep.I kept tossing and turning on bed for 5 hrs till I was so frustrated it went to score hoping that could induce dizziness.Went to IHM was told I am OK with hurting myself.I fell like hurting myself as quiting Codeine and stopping Benzodiazepine Therapy for 8to 9 years is not easy when one decided to quit,Going to the same old clinic Daily is not pleasant and Dangerous(no label on the 120ml bottle.)They will " act burr " it for sure.Before I could tell the Mo about where I obtain the codeine he mumbled something about Geylang ...blah blah girls?????extremely softly to himself. Ha!is he OK...or not.3 Min's past reading my case notes and he was very hostile towards me.Saying he will tell the CNB that I am ON Codeine.Before I could finish mouthing about the location of the clinic for fear of the Officers he change the topic ineptly and say not being able to sleep is normal. even 3 nights and 4 days.I remained him as codeine slurp contain promethezine etc....... and stoping it would affect on my brain chemistry.I ask why I was not given Benzos....he just ask me to get out or the will call the Cops. not the cicso officers.I went home feeling very sad(not even realising I have only 30 dollars left bucause the consultion is SGD$80 Dollars pluse excluding GST as I had not clear the past Debts.(I feel a pinch in my poor heart now)Total Cost:$110 and 7 tablets of 10mg valium.

Today I GO

Sometimes the Truth is hard to accept.Clone.

Not asleep for 6Days 5Nights

I am very tweaked out and burn out till no "after burners left".(sill can Joke?)I am the Joy to my Dad all my life.It is when I got a dispute with my mother that spoil it.I was in the Institute of Mental Health E Room wee hours in the morning.120hrs+ - .I told the medical officer my problems and am extremey stress out.To cut things short after reading some facts? in my file...his Demeanour change 360degrees.He said I am OK and have no problems at all.(not the exact words is said.)

Topping up my Prepaid Sim Card

Singapore M1 service provider
I am so Dam silly thinking aboult those days waking 200Pluse Meters to and form the petrol station to buy those plastic cards...with different value and plan. Till I realise that I can just top up my cell phone value in less then one min.
The URL is To remind my retarded self is http://topup.m1.com.sg/enet/topup.jsp
After Note:Any One With uses this , can click on the URL

M1 SingaporeLimited is Copyright © 2012 . All rights reserved.

I can`t ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

I have not slept for 4 Days 3 nights.WTF....MUST have Sia Sal La Yor...........

Burn Out

I have not! slept the night before and had alot of ATS to keep myself awake Pluse the strongest rbull.

WHAT!!I must be nuts.

Night Picture Taken with a 2mp Cam

I have lost enough cell phones to decided and put a very Crazy picture on my cell phone wallpaper hoping people will not steal it.I am not joking because I have lost enough very cheap cells and this will not repeat .(This is NOT a smart phone.)anyway it is a slave at the moment.errrrrrr.........mmmmm

.The End?

Dear Dear and Me.

This photo was shot two days ago with my Cell Phone.It is a 3 mega pixel quality!!! but the shutter release was too short making the picture dark,having me to brighten it using a photo editing software.The photo was also not compose well...I think I have not know the optimum way to hold the phone`s shutter release button yet causing some camera shake. (sharks!.....not use to my cell phone camera yet).