Thursday, September 7, 2017

Photography is what I like.

My medications vanished !!!?

I have to admit that I have Clinical Depression. But I am a human not someone special.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Friday, September 1, 2017

SETAMOL

I have never seen such a pill with this colour before! I was put on this because of a fever. Thanks Doctor.


Saturday, August 12, 2017

I am getting better

Staying at home is the place where I am

Saturday, August 5, 2017

My workstation

I woke up feeling happy today

Today I woke up feeling happier then usual.  I was happy that I am not making my wife angry. :-)

Friday, August 4, 2017

I am NOT AN EXPERIMENTAL TOOL

I Just refill my Gaba took it and am less depress

Took it one hour after the pill and I look slightly   
better

The hospitals are at rage with me!???

I am trying my best to allow them to give me Tender Loving Care for once.

Thursday, August 3, 2017

Speed to boost my metabolism

I got a hard time buying this drink. I do not know if it is allowed in Singapore but it is a drink I favor.

Me trying to mask my emotions

Am I dieing slowly?

Alot of people said this. But if the medical industry will to be involved in my health,  they will be destroyed.

AVG.

I was working for AVG. What a waste

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Me

My laptop has a dead pixel like dot on the screen.

I have been using my laptop for work and play but there is a dot that sometimes annoys me.

I am at church

The night view where I take a break.

I am back on diet pills

Being dependent on a substance is not easy.  I Just got a months supply diet pills


My new blanket

I love blankets, it gives me a sense of security.

GABA I need it.

Why do Doctors want a patient to feel sad. Addiction is a tabu word to use.

I am a poser

I think I am looking more amd more ugly looking 

The view outside my house.

This is the view I like.

Today I feel better with gaba

I really don't understand why alot of doctors start me on this and than I found it helpfull than they stop me from taking it?

Monday, July 31, 2017

It is 400hrs in the night and I am not sleeping

I am overweight now.

I am been off my diet pills and my weight skyrocketed to 5kg more. There was a rebound effect on me, making me eat excessively. I have to do something quick.

Sunday, July 30, 2017

Being left alone is painfully depressing

I have been alone in my own sandpit and no one is allowed to help? Why must it be me being made use as an experimental " TOOL" for others to be abuse.

I got to

Valium

I have been on Valium for too long till I have to withdraw till 70 years old.

RED BULL

I usually start mvitamins usuallynergy drink. It pruks me up.

It has all the vitamins B "complex"

My wife got some subpiments for me.

I am on GABA

GABA is the correct medication I had.

ERIMIN 3

As Nimetazepam comes in 5mg and 3mg , it is still common for people who has insomnia to take the 5mg ones.

I am getting fatter and fatter

Computers are now smart phones

The technology has became so advance till a Smart phone can do what a computer can. World processing etc...

My Wife is Manic again

I love my wife but sometimes it is very hard dealing with her.

Saturday, July 29, 2017

I love my Dad

I Love my Dad a lot.

Taking a bus is fun.

I usually take a cab, but because of finical ussals.

I feel relax today.

The Experiment

I am a gut feeling I was being maked use as an experimental tool. Please treat the person very well

Chill out


went to a pub to have a mug of beer.

Friday, July 28, 2017

GABA

Please do not take away the effectiveness of this medication. It really works for me. Thanks a lot. 

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

The mothers little helper.

Now bring up Kids may extremely stressful

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Rain

Standing in the rain alone nobody knows the pain I know. In times of strain. 
No body cares

Why are there so many rules?

If they are make sensec, it is find. BTY this is just a fugitive meaning

I got to improve in my lifestyle

Every one have their own enjoyment. As for me, my quite time is at night where there are no destression.

Recovery seems inposable

Being hook on codeine is a long journey. As for me, I started way young. Recovery is not easy.

I am depress