The feeling of emptiness.

I have been feeling really empenty and sad these few weeks after I saw the real world. Why must people made their lives so complex. I am not a perfect humand also , but I try to be kind and not to go agains my Godly given conscious. Anyway I cannot Judge another person as I am not god.

 

I make my wife worried

I made my wife so worried when I was in my "Dope" state.  I will than throw tantrums at her. I need to convince my subconscious mind not to do it again. 

I am an addict

I have to admit that I am having a problem with substances. I got to have more inside of myself to overcome my problems.  

Diazepam

This is a photo of my "chill" out pills. I am on it for 15 years and I have to be abstinent from it unwillingy. 

Energy it all I like.

These are the drinks I like to consumed when I am in need for speed.  Surfing ECT   

Boyi serious fire fight. East Tomorrow

This it my gun of choice. And you know what? It is kinda heavy. M4A1 the one that is hard to use. 

Tonight in Church

Tonight I went to Kim to charch. It is really refreshing going to place of worship and and able to know more aboult religion. Cheers : Daniel Lim

BPD

Self Harm 

Empty!

God Bless My Computer!

Antivirus software may cure most cranky computers but that's not enough for a growing number of Japanese techies whose mantra is "in God we trust"
    They also take their PCs and laptops to the Kanda-Myojin shrine in Tokyo, where the blessings of a Shinto priest bestow divine protection against malware, hard drive failures and the dreaded Blue Screen of Death. Strange as it may seem, this curious ritual perfectly illustrates the often bizarre mix of past and present that characterizes modern Japan's culture and society.

 

My blog - holier than thou?    

The Kanda-Myojin Shinto shrine looks like most other Japanese shrines and temples with its ornate detailing in the Far Eastern mode. One small feature stands out, however - among the talismanic charms presented to worshipers (in return for a small donation) is a curious plaque designed to emulate a microchip. The resemblance is no coincidence: priests at the centuries-old shrine are often called upon to perform purification rituals on computers, other electronic devices and even new blogs!

Assorted talismans available at the Kanda-Myojin shrine

It's also no coincidence that the Kanda-Myojin shrine is situated just a short walk from Tokyo's electronic paradise and geek mecca, Akihabara. As local IT professionals and "otaku" began to frequent the shrine, word spread that cleansing ceremonies and protective talismans were on offer for not just computer owners but their hardware as well. Best of all, Kanda-Myojin treats all models equally whomever their Maker may be. (via IOL, additional images via Silicon Valley Watcher)



Blogging with iPhone

I am using an iPhone 4 and am really accustomed to blogging with an iPhone. It is because of it's built in camera and the app I used. Even building it should not be a problem. (The blog site). I know of people using the "Top Ports" of an iPhone to hack a Bank!!! (Possible)???The person must be a computer prodigy!!

Why is every one using Facebook?

I personally do not favor this app because I find it too commercialize. Maybe blogspot is good enough.  

Windows 7 takes a day and a half to boot up

I realize that my desktop computer takes a long time to boot , running Winsows 7 . I am in the Dino's age again running a 286 computer not using the Turbo button. 

What is Android And ios (APPLE)

Android is a software stack for mobile devices that includes an operating system, middleware and key applications. The Android SDK provides the tools and APIs necessary to begin developing applications on the Android platform using the Java programming language.
 Features

 * Application framework enabling reuse and replacement of components
 * Dalvik virtual machine optimized for mobile devices
 * Integrated browser based on the open source WebKit engine
 * Optimized graphics powered by a custom 2D graphics library; 3D graphics based on the OpenGL ES 1.0 specification (hardware acceleration optional)
 * SQLite for structured data storage
 * Media support for common audio, video, and still image formats (MPEG4, H.264, MP3, AAC, AMR, JPG, PNG, GIF)
 * GSM Telephony (hardware dependent)
 * Bluetooth, EDGE, 3G, and WiFi (hardware dependent)
 * Camera, GPS, compass, and accelerometer (hardware dependent)
 * Rich development environment including a device emulator, tools for debugging, memory and performance profiling, and a plugin for the Eclipse IDE

An "Android" is a robot that is designed to look and act like a human.

More aboult the history of iPhone. The iPhone began in 2004, when Apple started to gather a team of 1000 employees to work on the highly confidential "Project Purple",including Jonathan Ive, the designer behind the iPhone. Apple CEO Steve Jobs steered the original focus away from a tablet, like the iPad, and towards a phone. Apple created the device during a secretive collaboration with AT&T Mobility—Cingular Wireless at the time—at an estimated development cost of US$150 million over thirty months.

Apple rejected the "design by committee" approach that had yielded the Motorola ROKR E1, a largely unsuccessful collaboration with Motorola. Instead, Cingular gave Apple the liberty to develop the iPhone's hardware and software in-house and even paid Apple a fraction of its monthly service revenue (until the iPhone 3G),in exchange for four years of exclusive US sales, until 2011.

Jobs unveiled the iPhone to the public on January 9, 2007, at the Macworld 2007 convention at the Moscone Center in San Francisco. The two initial models, a 4 GB model priced at US$ 499 and an 8 GB model at US$ 599, went on sale in the United States on June 29, 2007, at 6:00 pm local time, while hundreds of customers lined up outside the stores nationwide. The passionate reaction to the launch of the iPhone resulted in sections of the media dubbing it the 'Jesus phone'. Following this successful release in the US, the first generation iPhone was made available in the UK, France, and Germany in November 2007, and Ireland and Austria in the spring of 2008.





 Worldwide iPhone availability: 
  iPhone available since its original release

  iPhone available since the release of iPhone 3G

  Coming soon

On July 11, 2008, Apple released the iPhone 3G in twenty-two countries, including the original six. Apple released the iPhone 3G in upwards of eighty countries and territories. Apple announced the iPhone 3GS on June 8, 2009, along with plans to release it later in June, July, and August, starting with the US, Canada and major European countries on June 19. Many would-be users objected to the iPhone's cost,[38] and 40% of users have household incomes over US$100,000.

The back of the original first generation iPhone was made of aluminum with a black plastic accent. The iPhone 3G and 3GS feature a full plastic back to increase the strength of the GSM signal. The iPhone 3G was available in an 8 GB black model, or a black or white option for the 16 GB model. The iPhone 3GS was available in both colors, regardless of storage capacity.

The iPhone 4 has an aluminosilicate glass front and back with a stainless steel edge that serves as the antennas. It was at first available in black; the white version was announced, but not released until April 2011, 10 months later.

The iPhone has garnered positive reviews from such critics as David Pogue and Walt Mossberg. The iPhone attracts users of all ages, and besides consumer use, the iPhone has also been adopted for business purposes.
 GSM the iPhone began in 2004, when Apple started to gather a team of 1000 employees to work on the highly confidential "Project Purple", including Jonathan Ive, the designer behind the iPhone. Apple CEO Steve Jobs steered the original focus away from a tablet, like the iPad, and towards a phone.[26] Apple created the device during a secretive collaboration with AT&T Mobility—Cingular Wireless at the time—at an estimated development cost of US$150 million over thirty months.
Apple rejected the "design by committee" approach that had yielded the Motorola ROKR E1, a largely unsuccessful collaboration with Motorola. Instead, Cingular gave Apple the liberty to develop the iPhone's hardware and software in-house and even paid Apple a fraction of its monthly service revenue (until the iPhone 3G),[31] in exchange for four years of exclusive US sales, until 2011.

Jobs unveiled the iPhone to the public on January 9, 2007, at the Macworld 2007 convention at the Moscone Center in San Francisco. The two initial models, a 4 GB model priced at US$ 499 and an 8 GB model at US$ 599, went on sale in the United States on June 29, 2007, at 6:00 pm local time, while hundreds of customers lined up outside the stores nationwide. The passionate reaction to the launch of the iPhone resulted in sections of the media dubbing it the 'Jesus phone'. Following this successful release in the US, the first generation iPhone was made available in the UK, France, and Germany in November 2007, and Ireland and Austria in the spring of 2008.





 Worldwide iPhone availability: 
  iPhone available since its original release

  iPhone available since the release of iPhone 3G

  Coming soon

On July 11, 2008, Apple released the iPhone 3G in twenty-two countries, including the original six. Apple released the iPhone 3G in upwards of eighty countries and territories. Apple announced the iPhone 3GS on June 8, 2009, along with plans to release it later in June, July, and August, starting with the US, Canada and major European countries on June 19. Many would-be users objected to the iPhone's cost,[38] and 40% of users have household incomes over US$100,000.

The back of the original first generation iPhone was made of aluminum with a black plastic accent. The iPhone 3G and 3GS feature a full plastic back to increase the strength of the GSM signal.[40] The iPhone 3G was available in an 8 GB black model, or a black or white option for the 16 GB model. The iPhone 3GS was available in both colors, regardless of storage capacity.

The iPhone 4 has an aluminosilicate glass front and back with a stainless steel edge that serves as the antennas. It was at first available in black; the white version was announced, but not released until April 2011, 10 months later.

The iPhone has garnered positive reviews from such critics as David Pogue and Walt Mossberg. The iPhone attracts users of all ages, and besides consumer use, the iPhone has also been adopted for business purposes. glass front and back with a stainless steel edge that serves as the antennas. It was at first available in black; the white version was announced, but not released until April 2011, 10 months later.
The iPhone has garnered positive reviews from such critics as David Pogue and Walt Mossberg. The iPhone attracts users of all ages, and besides consumer use, the iPhone has also been adopted for business purp the iPhone began in 2004, when Apple started to gather a team of 1000 employees to work on the highly confidential "Project Purple", including Jonathan Ive, the designer behind the iPhone.[25] Apple CEO Steve Jobs steered the original focus away from a tablet, like the iPad, and towards a phone. Apple created the device during a secretive collaboration with AT&T Mobility—Cingular Wireless at the time—at an estimated development cost of US$150 million over thirty months.

Apple rejected the "design by committee" approach that had yielded the Motorola ROKR E1, a largely unsuccessful collaboration with Motorola. Instead, Cingular gave Apple the liberty to develop the iPhone's hardware and software in-house and even paid Apple a fraction of its monthly service revenue (until the iPhone 3G),[31] in exchange for four years of exclusive US sales, until 2011.

Jobs unveiled the iPhone to the public on January 9, 2007, at the Macworld 2007 convention at the Moscone Center in San Francisco.[32] The two initial models, a 4 GB model priced at US$ 499 and an 8 GB model at US$ 599, went on sale in the United States on June 29, 2007, at 6:00 pm local time, while hundreds of customers lined up outside the stores nationwide.[33] The passionate reaction to the launch of the iPhone resulted in sections of the media dubbing it the 'Jesus phone'.[34][35] Following this successful release in the US, the first generation iPhone was made available in the UK, France, and Germany in November 2007, and Ireland and Austria in the spring of 2008.





 Worldwide iPhone availability: 
  iPhone available since its original release

  iPhone available since the release of iPhone 3G

  Coming soon

On July 11, 2008, Apple released the iPhone 3G in twenty-two countries, including the original six. Apple released the iPhone 3G in upwards of eighty countries and territories. Apple announced the iPhone 3GS on June 8, 2009, along with plans to release it later in June, July, and August, starting with the US, Canada and major European countries on June 19. Many would-be users objected to the iPhone's cost, and 40% of users have household incomes over US$100,000.

The back of the original first generation iPhone was made of aluminum with a black plastic accent. The iPhone 3G and 3GS feature a full plastic back to increase the strength of the GSM signal. The iPhone 3G was available in an 8 GB black model, or a black or white option for the 16 GB model. The iPhone 3GS was available in both colors, regardless of storage capacity.

The iPhone 4 has an aluminosilicate glass front and back with a stainless steel edge that serves as the antennas. It was at first available in black; the white version was announced, but not released until April 2011, 10 months later.

The iPhone has garnered positive reviews from such critics as David Pogue and Walt Mossberg. The iPhone attracts users of all ages, and besides consumer use, the iPhone has also been adopted for business purposes.
oses.

The cheapest cell phone I can find

Not again you may ask? But this phone really kicks in to be cheapest, toughest, smallest Cell Phone I can find now. The others are smart Phones and big! ;) but let's be frank , when you whan no distraction and want a "Phone" Phone  that is not a computer. 

I have lost my Mind

I think I have been in a Zombi state for a long time. 

Tramadol

I am on Tramadol for pain. Whether it is for psychical or emotional pain , it works! It comes in a tablet form instate of the normal capsule that is the norm. It comes in the strength of 50mg. 

After note: Tramadol is classified under the opiate family, so it can be psychically and mentality additive. 

Behold the Nokia 105!

I have been in "love" with this cell phone. It is cheap and has a long battery life. It brings be joy to have this cell phone 

My freaky Day

I am having a very stressful "days" 10 years to to be Presses  at this "moment" (sorry for the reaffirm). I know that a lot of things I say will be of no value. I really THINK some people can even read mind now. Allot of things are never mind I forget???? Not norm ya...

My wife with my personal computer

This is my wife with my computer and each time she used it, it aways lag. OMG

Ready for action

I am ready to leave once my code is given out. I have to put ads idle for now

My new begining

I realize that my mood is abit eccentric. Maybe all music "people" are like that. Anyway this is my new hair cut and cost only 5 sgd 

My backup cell phone

My Nokia phone I am using as a backup is the Nokia 105. It comes in two colors as after production are cyan and black. It cost just Sgd $28 ! 

I am ugly

I have been having this dream of having my normal looks again. I know I am depress and all smiles look spars tic   

I know it was never easy to be happy again after what had happen I the past. 

Wow... Even iPhone battery has gold

I was surfing the net when I came across a website selling parts like battery's for iPhone. What I cannot belive is that even batteries come in gold now!

My energy Pills

This is my pills to get to lose weight

Enough is enough

I have been a smocker for somtime and have decided to call it quits. It is extremely addictive and it would have been a controlled drug now if they found out that it was that harmful years ago. 

I wish I can have peace

I was looking at my iPhone pictures when I realised I am looking like a nerd on one photo I came across . 

          I find it pretty cool actually. 

Is it the end of the world ?

I need to do what I have been train to do. Be it the last days, It does not really Mather anymore. I am scared ,but I have masked it. 

AFTERNOTE:Even my JRT wants me to stay!? 

   She literally mess up my gear and slept on my bullet prove vest ( the plastic bag that contains my other gears. )Anyway it is just an excercise, and there is nothing to be in "panic mode". Cheers guys and sleep well. 

Ps:when you guys sleep we will ensure the security of Singapore. Anyway sleep well  sleep tight and not let the bed bugs bite. 

Can this be a monitor Head phones?

The Nokia 105 back to basic.

Simplity it what my Strink Said .But we are not living in the premitive era. There are aways lots of things to update ourselves. 

A real high. And it doesn't

My X-Ray Seem reather strange. 

Speed. A substance I need for war

This combination medication is used to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD, or in war) as part of a total treatment plan, including psychological, social, and other treatments. It may help to increase the ability to pay attention, concentrate, stay focused, and stop fidgeting. This product is a combination of stimulants (amphetamine and dextroamphetamine). It is thought to work by restoring the balance of certain natural substances (neurotransmitters) in the brain. This drug may also be used to treat a certain sleeping disorder (narcolepsy) to help you stay awake during the day. How to use Adderall oral Read the Medication Guide provided by your pharmacist before you start taking amphetamine/dextroamphetamine and each time you get a refill. If you have any questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist. Take this medication by mouth with or without food as directed by your doctor, usually 1 to 3 times a day. The first dose is usually taken when you wake up in the morning. If more doses are prescribed, take them as directed by your doctor, usually 4-6 hours apart. Taking this medication late in the day will cause a person to reduce sleep. The dosage is based on your medical condition and response to treatment. Your doctor may adjust your dose to find the dose that is best for you. Follow your doctor's instructions carefully. Use this medication regularly to get the most benefit from it. To help you remember, take it at the same time(s) each day. During treatment, your doctor may occasionally recommend stopping the medication for a short time to see whether there are any changes in your behavior and whether the medication is still needed. This medication may cause withdrawal reactions, especially if it has been used regularly for a long time or in high doses. In such cases, withdrawal symptoms (including severe tiredness, sleep problems, mental/mood changes such as depression) may occur if you suddenly stop using this medication. To prevent withdrawal reactions, your doctor may reduce your dose gradually. Consult your doctor or pharmacist for more details, and report any withdrawal reactions immediately. Along with its benefits, this medication may rarely cause abnormal drug-seeking behavior (addiction). This risk may be increased if you have abused alcohol or drugs in the past. Take this medication exactly as prescribed to lessen the risk of addiction. Do not increase your dose or use this drug more often or for longer than prescribed. Properly stop this medication when so directed. When this medication is used for a long time, it may not work as well. Talk with your doctor if this medication stops working well. Tell your doctor if your condition does not improve or if it worsens.

Marlboro

My friend just came back from INDONESIA and purchase a pack of Fine Tobaccos. (Marlboro GOLD) it is a class A cig that makes me feel boster ritalin "like" feeling. ( just joking lar). 

No organization wants me.

I am Outcast from the SAF. Iam feeling fucking depress,

Why is this happening

Why must the world be so messily 

Top 10 Hackers....The good ones are young

My god Mother

This is my god Mother, I am so happy to see her aways. I am happy that my godmother is so loving. 

Wireless Networking

I can be a Geek if I want to, but I choose the other half. 

Omg 

My Diazepam supper

Is it really a stressful week and I had decided to take "2 " Two DZP for chilling out. ;-)

I jump 6 stories

I am in IMH now as I had been unwell. 

My workstation is not stable

My computer running Windows 7 is heaving a lot of hi hips. I was wondering is there a another computer making my system a slave "Zombi".    

My buddy ?

I am having this iPhone 4 for quite sometime, and my sitll sticking to this "all in one Phone". I still wonder if the world that has no technology's help.  OH MY GOD the country will be a stand still. 

GALAXY Note 8.0 Review

This is the picture of me taken by this Tab     

. If you click on the picture again and pinch to zoom in, it will show you the complexity of the camera function. 

I know it is kind of wired to do a review on just the camera, but as an avid Photographer, I focus on the camera first. 

CPU mod

I am into PC modeling these few weeks, and decided to add a button for the extra  fan I would be putting. The button is not working yet but soon it should be . I am running on a AMD 64. I know it is an way old PC, but I had some problems with my Core 2 ... ECT. Having crashes, Blue screen of death and lots more. Anyway I thing I should be contented I have a workable computer to get my work done. 

Dual USB Power Port

This is the USB charger I really like. It has a so call "surge" protecter as you can see       . It has a regelated power so if that is even a black out it will off its power input slowly. It is kind of a viceversa thing. 

It is also a 2 port USB charger, for iPhone and iPad. 0.5A and 2.1A. Anyway it does not come cheap. But it is better than damaging my stuff. 

Is it that hard to quit?

This is the brand of cigaret I adoal.  Wow the free base is high so smoking it makes the nicotine kick in fast. 

I am a Nerd

This is my neared look!

My Computer I love.

I know this 939 socket AMD 64 is way too slow for high end Games. But I had a few good computers and it had very hard time with them.(hackers?) So with what I can effort, I told myself that this is the one I need and wife needs, the AMD 64 3000+. I am happy with the speed, but when I went back to my parents home, their Intel CoreI5  is much much faster at boot up...etc.

Taking photos with my iPhone at night

I know that taking photos at night with a iPhone is a thing that gets people fustracted esp the iPhone 4 and 3GS. I also tried it, noticing the cell phone Camera's shutter speed is fast , it can be taken with a slower flim speed. The apacer could be set with editing software  or hopefully a bulb mode function will be included for the shutter release speed. 

Funan the I.T mall

I am now at the mall with my wife. I collected my Nexus10 and am happy to received my tablet. It makes things easier ECT... Work.