Saturday, November 29, 2014

Tramadol

I had a fall, as to make things simple It is a pain killer. Tired as of now, I she'll not go into the details about this medication

Friday, November 28, 2014

QUETIAPINE

This is the psychiatric pill people in prison abuse, so as to sleep their term away. It can be crashed and snort via Intravenous nasal , or intravenous masual. The strength as you can see is 1000 mcg.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

My addiction is live long

Being  addicted to substance is not a jokeing matter. When one is addicted to  substances, (take for example  codeine with ephedrine, ) after sometime the person can not function Without the substance. The chemistry in the brain has been change. Accustomed to the substance or the brain system  has got hook to the chemistry changes  after the chemical has been consusm, the person will then con't the drug habit . Without it the person cannot function.(lost of motivation, depression ++) . Even stopping it for a long  period,  the addict's mind cannot be the same as before when the person's mind had gotten used to the drug he or she had taken before he or she was addicted and has to take them just to feel Normal. Scary ya.....ending up with psy Med.........psychology Illnesses.

My free nerbook

They gave my wife this gadget.  

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

You apaintenta

You guys from the course    informay             please,

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Peace

I need peace in my life. As I live with pain and angongy, I feel life is complex. I was told by astrink that the only why is to have simplicity in our lives.

Can I have this picture for my COFFIN

IF I TRIED MYBEST AND THINGS DONOT WORK OUT AS IT SHOULD BE CAN YOU GUYS HELP ME IN MY WAKE? MY MOM AWAYS SAYS SHE WILL JUST BUNDLE ME UP AND LET THE gov DEAL WITH ME.  

Phetermine, the weight loss pill

I have been using or "abusing" this central nervous system. "Uppers" (AKA/Speed). I really need to get my life back in order

Saturday, November 15, 2014

I am doing my best

Nevertheless it is up to God

My New Nexus 10 O.S is mess up

I am Using the table when it suddenly went "berserk ". It is like all graphic acting in corrupted manner. I tried to do a full factory reset but inva 

Diazepam bliss

I have been on Valium for about 10 ten years and I feel that it is helping my stress.I decided to stop, because it causes a tolance. .I am also happy that my benzodiazepin intake is much been reduced. Only God can Help Me.

VALIUM is causing me to a break down

I will take all the stock you guys have.
Just need my Fix

Friday, November 14, 2014

Codeine

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                      CODEINE bliss
Each 5 mL contains:
Promethazine Hydrochloride3,5 mg
Ephedrine Hydrochloride7,0 mg
Codeine Phosphate9,0 mg
Nipasept0,14% m/v . 
Codeine as one know is a syntactic Opiate base chemical. When Codeine is consume the brain will than metabolize part of it into Morphine. When C.N.S Stimulants are taken or mix with Codeine like Ephedrine (A base of Amphetamine) It Stimulates the (C.N.S ) Central nervures system or Brain to work harder to metabolize more of the Codeine that were consume into Morphine ! That will in turn take a toll to the brain causing brain damage. Anyway I myself is struggling with this cocktail thing. In the long run when this is taken one will have psychotic symptoms like hearing voices , paranoia ect…
                           Daniel lim


The face I mask

I am masking myself today

I was scolded fu** off by a person

I had just finish my breakfast when I saw a Indian "couple ". I PROCEED TO ASK them if they can give. Me a joint.The male than shoulded fuck Off. At me.

The Ear Phones I like.

This is the ear phones I really want to get when I have enough Cash.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Tramadol

I am now on Tramadol for the compression of my spinal bone.Tramadol requires a prescription in

most countries, but it is OTC in Malaysia. This makes it perfectly

legal to possess and use. It’s considered a weak opiate agonist but it

has strange serotonin and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor effects. In

other words, theoretically, it calms you down, makes you happy and

gives you some energy. 



Alone

STANDING IN THE RAIN ALONE NOBODY KNOWS THE PAIN I KNOW. IN TIMES OF TURMOIL THE WILL TO SOME IS AWAY THERE.

WAR

I am really depress. I know that is bad, but how to take away the emptiness? SPYBOT You fight well.

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

I am back in action

Any sweat, no sweat

Saturday, November 1, 2014

My wife is in hospital

My other half is in hospital because of depression.  We went though thick and thin together. But one has it's laments  . She lost her job as a lawyer and became a waitress in a restaurant and got fired also.She lost her confidence and self esteem.

I am using a Samsung Note 2

What android cellar is better than an old school iPhone 4. I really miss Iphone 4 comparied to my preexisting smart phone the Note 2 .It is alot more stable than the android.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

I am not able to Sleep..........ZZzzzzz

I am unable to sleep after taking 4 tablets of C.N.S stimulating kinda uppers I she'll not mention in a capsule form. Sharks I am still awake after a two day night "run" of A.T.S

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

The time when the playground is used

I was up the hole night when I was kinda sad and depress.I took 90ml of D.X.M MIXTURDONX@m1net.com.sgE to get me rolling.  It was a bad bad trip I had. I never will forget about this D.X.M bad trip I had.So long guys cheers........

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Being happy is not easy

I am felling sad today but I had to mask myself

My depression is getting better

Yes I am less depress now

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

I am still alive.

what if all your friends pass on and you are left you alone.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

The time I was alone.

I still remember the time I was locked out from my parents house , I was very extremely depress.I was ban from going home and they will not answer my telephone calls. I was working and had enough to rent a very small house. To condise it I was having a transtant psychotic state .
And went and "damage " a button outside the police station after having watched the movie Matrix. I was in my own word then....and landed myself in a state where I was so called "zonk out by the Hippocratical movie (MATRIX )  I than had to go to  prison because of not allowed the "training" I had to go to if am in favour of being neture . I choosed the wrong move and ended up mutilating my body and hands.

Friday, October 3, 2014

My mind is being "MAP ! "

I have been feeling really stress because I feel that my mind is being watch. I am a peaceable person that does not reside in the roman era Moreover, I am a learned person and DO NOT reside in the barbeari era like 150BC.......Or what so ever!!!


I am so bored.

I have been out of job for a "preety " long time.  I know I have to be man of the house and be calm and collected when things pops up unexpectedly.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Tramadol

I am on tramadol for my codeine addiction. IT does not give me a high for numbs the psychological pain .

My wife is in ICU

My other half is NOW in hospital. She had a drug overdose and she is in the intesive care unit (I.C.U ). I am really worried about her. My God bless her.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

I am worried aboult my wife

My wife has been out of job for a period of about a month. I AM MAKING sure is OK and will not have a mental breakdown

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Monday, September 8, 2014

I am worried aboult my wife

My wife just lost her job, and she is demoris by her employees.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

It is my birthday

I am getting older

Monday, September 1, 2014

My cell phone volume is controlled

I have the feeling that my phone is being controlled.

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

When I am back

It is hard to recover I know but will try..

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

I am on the non Benz Z pills

I am on the hypnotic pill Zopiclone for sleep it is a non benzodiazepin medication. Ment for short Therm use.

Monday, August 18, 2014

QRF TO SITE

WHAT is the meaning of qrf it means.( Quick. Response. Force )

Sunday, August 17, 2014

I am under a spell

I am under a Spell that I can't take off. If anyone can you Plans Help me

I am awake !!!

I am awake after sleeping for the week.  I am fesher now

Friday, August 15, 2014

I am lost

I am depress

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

My gift IS DAMAGE

HI GUYS I accidentally drop my Camera That my Dad and Wife Got for Me.I is the SP600uz camera . It really hurts because it was a memento from them. BTY I will sent it to the shop to get it fix.

I am getting older

I got to work hard because I need to plan for my future.  I know saving money is kinda though but I will try.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

The Need For After Burners

I am so mentally drain till I Had to drink alot of booster juice.

Friday, August 1, 2014

Jobless but happy

I am now trying hard to be back to society as each mins each  seconds go buy  I know I have to change for the better

I know taking selfi is really bo lao but I see my self getting hoder makes me sad. I Think there is a spell on me