Codeine syrup, belated post from my old Blog.

It comes in a bottle of mixture meant for dry cough . I bought it from a place I shall not name for abuse prevention. It contains it contains a combination of Codeine Phosphate , Promethazine and ephedrine . Codeine as one know is a syntactic Opiate base chemical. When Codeine is consume the brain will than metabolise part of it into Morphine. When C.N.S Stimulants are taken or mix with Codeine like Ephedrine (A base of Amphetamine) It Stimulates the (C.N.S ) Central nerves system or Brain to work harder to metabolise more of the Codeine that were consume into Morphine! That will in turn take a toll to the brain causing brain damage. Anyway I myself is struggling with this cocktail thing. In the long run when this is taken,one May have psychotic symptoms like hearing voices , paranoia etc…
AFTER NOTE: I do not want to show the picture for harm reduction. I am not a Doctor and my explanation maybe wrong. 

In the computer world there are lots of good ones.

WOW!

I am now in the netcafe

I decided to drop by Geylang to use the internet. There are games and that also chill me out.

I am now in the library updating my blog.

Being in the library is a comfort for me as there is a lot of books to choose to digest. As for me, reading is very comforting for me. I gain knowledge and update on subjects like Information technology etc...

Sleep Deprived?

I could not really sleep last night and the night before. But I am well rested because I have been recovering from a bad diarrhea (episode) eating only a little and sleeping a lot. As for me I need to be strong,or it will make my wife sad. We have been together for a long time and nothing can break us apart.

I am spending time with my wife

She is at the rehabilitation place which photography is not allowed. All in all she is improving! :-)

What chosen one!

I am not! As I have an inside of my own self. I really don`t know what other reasons they are going to give to make me Sick or die. Anyway, it is extremely hard to break the "code" on what is going on. All in all I want to be substance free.
AFTER NOTE: She will take away anything my wife is happy with and change the Perspective on what people think. Indeed very "smart".

Why is there people trying to kill me?

All in all, it is just my "magical thinking" or neurosis Even my wife and my family think I am crazy. I have a false thinking that people is putting a spell on me. 
After Note: I DON`T OFFEND NO ONE. SILLY ME...........