I am having a very intensively difficult part of my life.

I am very stress as I could not sleep. I am facing a lot of charges by the SPF, charging me of everything they could find. Is this what the Investigating Officers job to do? It is a big NO. It is like lawyers. There are the good ones(not after Money only to fight for Justice or the other, for their own self-centered thinking trying to cover for the bad Boys for cash.)I know I always look at the bright side of things only after being sexually abuse or be it (sodomize) by my parent`s friend. I start to slowly pick myself up again but I am no hero. I need assistance too.