I am going for the Count Down to 2014

I will be going to the count down tonight but I am kinda of sad because Infuser is not in the music scene anymore 

Now in Hospital again for "Drug" overdose

I have been ask by the stuff to go to the E.R room straight away. They know I overdose and left me alone for 3 three hrs on the bed. OMG the wrong way. But can't blame them yea... Cuz I have a history of substance depence. 

Paracetamol

I went to the hospital to day and found out that paracetamol is the strongest pain killer from another doctor . I just am going to take 30 because the pain is still there but I usually mask it. I am going to take 30 in the spacing of 2 tablets and hope it can stop the pain. Anyway thanks Dr  WU YI JUN(15600J) for helping the pain. I still remember you gave me a jab of Tramadol. Thankyou are very careful about your medical knowage ,even knowing about the addition problem I was facing. It is good for me I hope. 

The final "fight"

I lost the final "fight"  there is no return ,even my friend was thankful for me. 

A gift from my wife

My wife bought for me this for me :). I love her

The bus ride

Sitting a bus to the home I love 

The iPhone 4 photos at night

I realize that the iPhone have a difficulty capturing photos at night. I think the only way is to increase the flim speed and slow down the shutter by buying a program from the store. I got to hunt for it sooner or later. 

The trip to the Orion

If only time machine is allowed in Singapore

Trip to the Hospital

Today I went to the hospital and was treated like dirt. I am very sad that the Doctors in the E room was treating me like I had done something wrong. I did not. 

Net cafe

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I have been resting in the net cafes in Geylang these few Days because of some intensive Stress I am having.

Smocking

I am now addicted to NICOTINE and more chem.Anyway in war there is no change in me.

The Orion

I have decided to join the Singapore Electone Festival next year,  

Performing the song 5000 Watts by Heroshi Kabota. Wish me luck. 

I am depress

I am so very depress,knowing I am being "map" I really feel uneasy. OMG

I am Ugly?

Say I am ugly if you want,anyway with no good looks my wife will leave me. 

The night

I am so stressful till I think of getting intermat wife my  wife

In the Bus

I am stating to take a bus now, Because of money constrai. It is kinda of fun not zooming around. 

A meet up with a hard working Cab driver

I was in a cab today when I saw a old cab driver!

Charging my cell phone with usb

I was in a net cafe and decided to charge my cell phone .Usb that was the way to go

My December

This is me alone taking a photo of me

A second shot

Scared

I am scared what will be like in the future 

My love

This is my wife in a pub today at a place I aways go called Hoo Ha .She loves the music and I am so happy she is happy? :)

Me and my wife

I love my wife but she only love me for my looks!

Xanax

I Am on Xanax now for Stress OMG

The Love Of My Life

This is my wife, I love her a lot but she only love me for my looks

I am Sad

If you guys do not know what B.P.D feels like... It is just sad.As for me it is just a label .

My new look

This is my new look with this hair style. I also have specs worn that makes me look like a nerd.

Does my wife really love me?

I am so confused how my own wife treat me .........f it.

Time Travel

Is it impossible? Let's see

It is the raining time of the season

It is the raining time of the year again. I tell myself that I have to get my live back in order so as I can be usefull to the controy 

If only I can erase my mind

I wish the Doctors and sciences can make me forget what I created. I know it is hard but nothing is impossible .Help me please.

No love

Today is a very bad day for me. My parents do not want to open the door. I feel that I am really an accident kid(said by my mom)my Dad said I am a failure seines I am 1 year old. It hurts me.....

Love

She loves me I know but give me time. 

I have no Love even I showed it

I am so stress up by my wife that is "unwell" And am trying to pick up the pieces . I have too much problems till I burn out.

I am BurnOut

I am really burnout Due to the personal of my wife. She treats me really badly and she don't care a dam if I live or Die

Man I too nice and soft hearted

I mouth is shut.