OUT FROM "PRISON"

I came out from IMH today. Why I sniff glue is because I think I offended some VIP(very important people)I still can remember glue exploding ,gas leaking from a lighter from a small hole when I was doing my pool .I can see a green object with transmitters and Neurons opening and closing. When It closes I get no high and most of the time it is close. It makes me angry. Very confusing. NO feeling?????